The Other Side of Dominance (BxB) ✔

Chapter 25 [Confession]

Maganda ang gising ko kinabukasan. Pagmulat pa lang ng mga mata ko ay magaan na ang pakiramdam ko at hindi man lang nakaranas ng pagkahilo. I feel so light and lofty for unknown reason. Siguro maganda ang pagkakahiga ko o mahaba ang tulog ko, hindi ko sigurado.

I realized I was wrapped with warm comforter when I sat up. Nagbubuga ng malamig na hangin ang airconditioner pero kataka-takang hindi man lang ako nakaramdam ng lamig.

Napawi ang ngiti sa labi ko nang mapagtantong mag-isa ako sa buong kwarto. And then realization hits me. Mag-isa ako, nasaan si mayor? What happened last night? Panaginip lang ba 'yon? It can't be! That was so real! I remember our kiss as we both fell asleep drunk and naked.

I caressed my temples. Maybe it didn't really happen. What I thought happened wasn't real. It's all illusion. It was all in my head. And I'm so stupid to think that somehow it could possibly be true.

Para kasing totoo 'di ba? That he confessed his feelings to me? Na umamin na siyang patay na patay siya sakin? Na hindi niya kayang mabuhay nang wala ako? Na ikamamatay niya kapag binasted ko siya? Okay, that might sound sugarcoated but I just want to prove a point.

Bakit? Bakit hindi totoo? Bakit pinaasa mo ako lord? Paano na ako? Tatanda akong mag-isa. Walang mag-aalaga sakin. Walang didilig sakin every day and night. Matutuyot ako na parang halaman. I can't!

Nalaglag ang comforter nang subukan kong bumangon sa kama. But what I saw shocked me to the core. I am goddamn half-naked! I don't usually sleep like this so what does it probably means?

Iginala ko ang paningin ko sa paligid upang maghanap ng mga ebidensya. Maayos ang mga unan sa kama, maging ang comforter ay hindi naman gusot, kahit dugo sa kama ay wala akong nakita. So I wasn't devirginized? Hindi ko pa naisuko ang Bataan?

A familiar male clothes were scattered on the floor. Hindi sakin ang mga 'to. Kahit ang brief ay hindi sakin dahil masyado itong malaki! Hindi naman ako dako para magsuot ng ganito!

I was dumbfoundingly looking at the floor critically examining those clothes when the door to my bathroom opened. And there... a god from mount olympus just materialized in front of me!

Mayor Blade Collins Torralba stood there naked, his pelvis clad with one of my bathroom towels, beads of water is trickling down from his damp hair to his steamy body. I have seen him naked a fair amount of times, pero hindi ko maipagkailang natatameme pa rin ako kada makikita siyang ganito.

Nakakalula ang bawat bitak sa kanyang katawan. Parang napakadaling sauladuhin ng muscular system dahil depinado ang kanyang bawat muscle mula sa biceps, pecs, at abdominal muscles. Maging ang kahali-halinang v-line niya ay halos ikatirik ng aking mga mata. Tangina, ba't kasi ang sarap sarap niya?!

Umagang-umaga pero nalilibugan ako sa kanya.

No. It shouldn't be this way. He's not real. This is just a product of my thoughts, a daydream, a lustful imagination, he couldn't be standing in front of me right now flexing that godly mesomorphic body. Hindi ito makatotohanan.

"If you're thinking I ain't real, then you're wrong. Give me your hand.." aniya, humakbang pa upang mas lumapit hanggang sa maging high definition ang hitsura niya.

Without any second thoughts, I gave him my hand. He smirked mischievously. Dinala niya ang aking kamay sa nag-aaso niyang dibdib, pababa sa masukal at batu-bato niyang tiyan. He has chest hairs but it's trimmed shorter, just the way I want it. And the pubic hair extending on his abdomen, ayaw ko nang ilarawan pa dahil nabibilaukan ako. His nipples are pinkish, parang naghihintay lang na maaruga at masuso.

"T-Totoo ka nga. Akala ko panaginip lang." I mouthed to myself.

Nakatingala siya, ang sarap niyang tingalain kung ganito ba naman ang view. Nagmistulang dalawang matayog na bundok ang kanyang dibdib, at sa pagitan nito ay may makipot na lawang mayaman sa tubig na kayang pumawi ng uhaw.