Savannah
Greenbelt 4, Makati Avenue
03:06 PMTamang rampa lang sa mall with my red midi dress and with a Guess Cessily micro mini bag hanging on my shoulder. Today is my rest day and Parker is supposed to accompany me but he's been ditching me since he got busy with some work or probably some guy, it's just either of the two.
I strolled around with my gucci glasses, feeling so rich and sassy. I like things branded, hindi dahil sunod sa uso kundi dahil mas kalidad. I don't care about the price, as long as matagal ko itong magagamit ay keribumbum na. This gucci glasses I think is amounting to 15-17 thousand pesos, hindi ko sigurado dahil regalo lamang ito sa akin ng huli kong boyfriend.
David was basically out of my league, I knew that from the very first time I met him. If I'm going to be honest, he wasn't the goal. The goal is to find a rich sugar daddy who's gonna spoil me with shoes, bags, dresses, jewelries, and other luxury items women must have. I mean, I know we shouldn't be so engrossed with material things pero kung wala rin naman akong mapapala sa pag-ibig, aba sis perahan mo na. Gano'n lang ang buhay.
Though David wasn't the goal, I still fell in love with him. He was handsome. He was generous. He was too good to be true. And the sex was great! Yung tipong titilapon ako sa bawat bayo niya, gano'n ang feels mga sis. But in the whole course of our relationship, I didn't know he was married and with kids. Wala akong choice kundi ang hiwalayan siya. I know I'm desperate to get a lover but not desperate enough to put up with less of what I truly deserve.
Naks, ang virgin ko sa part na 'yun.
Tsaka sayang ang pills na nilaklak ko kung gagawin lang akong kabet. Sa ganda kong 'to? Ako dapat ang legal wife!
"Ma'm, sale po kami ngayon. Baka may magustuhan kayo?" pag-aalok sa akin ng isang saleslady nang pumasok ako sa Givenchy upang magtingin ng mga new arrivals.
"Do you have any new arrivals?" I asked her while checking some luxurious bags that were beyond my paycheck. Nakakaloka ang presyuhan mga sis, parang hindi ako kakain ng anim na buwan ma-afford lamang ang mga iyon.
"Yes po, ma'm. This way po..." inilahad niya sa akin ang daan patungo sa kabilang bahagi kung saan matatagpuan ang mga new arrivals.
I was busy checking some tote bags when I heard voices behind me. It was a couple who clearly speaks English. Isa pang saleslady ang lumapit sa kanila upang sila'y i-assist ngunit mas naagaw ng afam ang atensyon ko. He stands 6'2 to 6'4, I guess. He's black and he has a good built, mukhang suki ng mga gym. Ganito ang mga tipo ko eh, 'yung masarap sampahan at patungan.
The woman raised an eyebrow at me upon noticing I was looking at her husband. Girl, kalma. Hindi ako pumapatol sa mga may asawa na. I know my limitations. At isa pa, hindi ka masyadong maganda para mag-inarte.
Pagkatapos ng limang minuto ay lumabas na rin ako sa shop na iyon. Wala akong nabili. Wala rin naman akong planong mamili. I mean, I have the money but I'm saving it for future purposes. Hanap muna ako ng mayamang jowa para siya ang gagastos para sa'kin. Cheret! Napaka-gold digger ko namang pakinggan do'n.
Tumambay muna ako sa labas upang magpahangin. May makeshift garden dito sa labas ng Greenbelt kung saan pwedeng mag-booking ng mga afam. Cheret! Pahingahan talaga iyon kaya naupo ako sa isang bench, feeling like the main character to my own story. I made sure that I looked like a fine model sitting alone, drowning in her own beauty and elegance so people would talk about her when they see her and wouldn't be able to move on from her for weeks.
Ito ang klase ng ganda na sinayang ni David. He drew stars around my scars but now I'm bleeding. Cheret! Harper influenced me about kumareng Taylor's music so it has been my mood for the past few weeks. And besides, hindi ako nasasayangan kay David dahil alam kong marami pa namang afam at borta riyan sa paligid-ligid, ang iba nagtatago pa sa kanilang mga kloseta.

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