Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 15

 "what no Sierra this isn't your fault they just need to learn how to man up and talk about things instead of fist fighting that's all" she said " Mandy did you see how bad Ramin's face was after it." I said "He was ok Ramin's a strong guy he can handles a cut above his lip." she said and was probably right "I suppose so I just don't like seeing him or anyone like that and they keep saying I don't need to know, don't need to know what?" I asked "Sierra I don't know let's get you to class" she said as I walked to English and took my seat next to Ramin. I didn't know who to feel bad for them or myself. I mean they are both nice people but they are so fricking childish doing a fight in the hallway of school. I wasn't in a mood to talk to either Tam or Ramin.

 There's something they know that I don't. "Sierra." I heard Ramin call but I had to ignore him just so that I could show that I don't like what's happening. I didn't know if I could survive. So I only have Mandy and Hadley for now. The day passed I survived barely at lunch I locked myself in the toilet cubicle so I didn't have to face either of them during my classes I only spoke to either of them when needed and now it was the end of the day I was walking home I didn't feel safe by myself I felt a presence about two meters behind me I turned discreetly to see who it was it was Ramin of course he'd check if I got home safe that's just the person he was and I liked that about him I was about to enter my door when "Sie?" he questioned "Yeah." I said "We are still in for tomorrow right?" he asked it was Friday tomorrow wow time went quickly this week "Yes we're still fine for Friday bye Ramin." I said and entered my house I went to close the door but his arm stopped it 

"Sie wait I was just wondering if you wanted to do some baking." he asked leant in the doorway  " Yeah sure, I do love cookies." I said "Cookies it is then see you tomorrow." he said and I shut the door and turned around "Are you two stalking me or something?"

"Why are you two home, it's so early?" I asked them "First question, yes we are stalking you. Second question, we are in different schools and we end earlier." Summer explained. "Right!" I replied. "So what happened in school today?" Allegra asked while they were following me to my room. "Tam and Ramin got in a fight possibly about me but I'm not sure I touched Ramin's almost upper lip umm I hid from them the whole day and I'm going to Ramin's house tomorrow does that answer all of your questions." I said "No not really Sierra you see you haven't told us why he stopped you at the door and why you tucked your hair behind your ears multiple times whilst talking to him?" "He did?" I asked "Yep! He did." Summer said. "I didn't notice..." I said and started to blush "But I'm still mad at him and Tam because they won't tell me what they are fighting about." I added. "Interesting.." Allegra said. "Why is it interesting Allegra enlighten me please." I said "Well what if they were fighting because they both like you in that way." she said "What they don't like me like that." I said startled "That's makes so much sense Allegra.'' Summer said "Wait so Ramin might be acting weird because he could like me in that way?"

"Possibly..." Allegra said. "It was kinda weird because I was mad at him but he followed me home.." I said "He followed you home?" Summer asked. "It kinda creeped me out because I thought someone was stalking me.. but we can never be too sure of that." I said. "So what are you gonna do when you go to his house tomorrow." they asked "What do you mean what am I gonna do?" I asked "You have to tell him." Allegra blurted out 

"What no it's to early I can't tell him he'll freak out and like disown me I don't want to tell him yet I can't tell him yet." I explained to them "I'm not telling him we've only been friends for a month. I'm not really sure if I can trust him or maybe anyone because they would probably spread rumors and the whole school will know and they'll all tease me, disown me, and annoy me. I don't want anyone to know about my past. There are too many risks...too many..." whispering the last sentence I was determined that nobody would find out. This is going to be hard. "Not what happened to you, the one where you like him." Allegra said. "It's too early." I said and Summer agreed. "But he's in love with you Sierra." Allegra said "No he just might like me." I corrected her "I think your just defensive." she said "You're not wrong." I told her 

"But you flirt all the time." she said "W what no we don't." I said blushing ferociously tucking my hair behind my ear "By your reaction I can tell you do and that you like him so I don't know what's stopping you you deserve to be happy Sierra." she said then left my room I'll do it I promise.. Once I'm sure.. and when I can trust him... I thought to myself then fell asleep. 

I'm not gonna lie, I was very nervous for school. Tam and Ramin still didn't tell me what's the reason they fought. So basically I can't have a normal conversation with them. Because I'd only talk to them if it's for school.