Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 55

"Sierra Boggess?" The principal called so I looked at him. "Yes sir?" I replied. "We have to go now." He said and I nodded my head. I faced Ramin. "Ramin, I hope you find someone better than me with less problems because you deserve to enjoy your life. I love you soo much." I said then was about to go to the principal until he turned me by my waist to face towards him making sure the principal was waiting outside he ran his fingers down my neck and along the left of my collar bone he pulled me in closer and caresses my face gently I was shivering at his touches ''Ramin, no.. you need someone better than me.." I said and started walking away. "Sierra wait!" He said which made me turn to face him. "I love you.. you're the best thing that ever happened to me please don't leave me." He whispered. 

"I'm sorry Ramin, but I have to go. That last performance was good by the way." I said and smiled as tears fell from my eyes. Then I started walking to the principal. "Sierra please" he said running after me "honey I mean ramin don't make this harder than it already is" I asked but he wouldn't listen as he returned is to the same position "baby please after all we've been through this what we have happened for a reason the universe wouldn't have made us meet and love like this if it wasn't meant to be baby please" he looked me in the eyes and his gaze flickered so did mine and my breaths were all up in my chest but I was breathing normally he pulled me in closer "Sierra, we have to go. Your mom said your dad is about to come if you don't leave now." The principal said and I nodded my head. "Bye Ramin, I'm sorry." I said and kissed his forehead. Then ran to my mom's car before anything else could happen.

As soon as I got into the car I started crying again. "Darling what happened" she asked me "we sung and then there was so much passion in our eyes but he deserves someone better than me but he still loves me and and I can't even see him because-'' my mom interrupted me "he's standing at the car door" she said " no no he's inside crying because we can't see each other I'm such an awful person" I cried "he's at the car door Sierra" my mom said "no he isn't mom he's insid-" someone cut me off "sie" he called "Ramin?" I said unbuckling my seat belt and getting out the car holding onto him "baby" He cried as he pulled me close "I'm sorry ii I'm sorry it has to end like this." I sobbed "We're not ending Sierra." He said "We are, I'm not allowed to see you ever again." I said again. "Sierra, dear, I'm sorry your dad says if we don't leave now. He's gonna come here." My mom said. I looked Ramin in the eye and kissed him one last time. When we pulled away from each other there were more tears falling. "I'm sorry bye..." I said then closed the door and my mom drove back to the house. I spent the whole journey looking out the window back at him tears rolling down my cheeks as we parked the car "Sierra were home" my mom said getting out the car I was a wreck I ran straight up to my room and sat at the window hoping he'd come and rescue me I sat there for hours my mom brought my dinner up to my room and kissed my head I ate a little bit and waited some more tears still rolling down my cheeks then something slipped under my door I looked at it and it was a letter addressed to my in his hand writing I carefully opened it

How was he even able to give the letter? Isn't he banned here? I opened the letter. 'Dear Sie, I hope you know that this is not the end of us. Even though I won't be able to see you at all. Your mom allowed me to give letters which she will give to you so that your dad won't think it's from me. So maybe the letters will say different names. Just to make sure your dad won't stop this either. I guess this first letter is just to tell you that I will never stop loving you. It's your choice. I love you sie love yours R'

 I held the letter close to my heart he was right this wasn't going to be the end we were both fighters I took the letter and put it in a shoe box so my dad wouldn't find them I put the shoe box underneath my bed I had to write back to him I found a pen and some paper and an envelope note to self get mom to buy more envelopes I started writing 'R your right this isn't the end we won't allow it I won't allow it I'm gonna miss you I have one jumper that's losing its scent but it's still a reminder of you I also have the present you gave me for our nine months I'll look at it every day to remember your face and the light you bring me I love you baby I really do with everything I've got I miss you love your Sierra x' I folded it and put it in the envelope and called my mom into my room "Yes Sierra?" She asked "Thank you for the..." I said and she smiled "That's no problem honey, I know how much you two love each other." She said. "Mom, umm can you give this to.." I asked her. "Yeah, of course. This is the only way I can help you two out." She said. "Thank you soo much mom. I love you." I said and gave her a hug. "I love you too, I guess I better get going." She said then I nodded my head. Then she went out the door. I watched her go and counted the minutes it took exactly 10 minutes and 22 seconds to get to his house by foot by car around three minutes.