Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 30

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SIX MONTHS LATER

Ramin and I had been together for eight months now and every second I was with him our bond grew stronger.

 This weekend was his birthday he was turning 18, I couldn't believe it, and he was throwing a party I hadn't been to one of those since that day but I'd feel bad if I didn't turn up I'd be the worst girlfriend in the world I had to be their for him I made my mind up that I was going to go but I wasn't going to drink or play any stupid games that could lead to a similar situation and I'm also sure that there won't be any drinking since most of us are underage but I don't know if that would stop them. I've learned my lesson, I planned an outfit that was cute but also appropriate. It's days from now but I tried my best to plan everything beforehand so that I won't stress. "Hey babe!" I heard him say as I was placing my things in our locker. "Good morning Ram!" I said and let him have his turn. "About last night." He said. "No it's okay, I had a lot of homework to catch up on anyways." I said with a smile. Okay so last night we were supposed to do something together but there was something important that his family said he couldn't miss. So yeah that's what happened last night.

 Now we were walking to our first class hand in hand. It was sweet how he wasn't ashamed to hold my hand in public. "Babe you're still ok to come to my party right?" He asked me as we were walking down the hallway getting to our classroom "yeah sure" I said confidently but on the inside I was terrified  I had planned everything I even had his present thought out it was a watch with our initials carved into it I really hoped he would like and we sat down in our maths class he kept me awake by telling jokes and mocking the teacher and then we went to our second class he held my hand again as we were walking down the hall "it's really nice that you do that you know" "Do what?" He asked. "Ummm hold my hand.. in public" I said. "It's just to make sure you won't get lost." He said. "Oh really, then I think I won't get lost anymore." I said then let go of his hand, I just wanted to see how he would react. "Okay, fine. It makes me feel like I can protect you." He said. "Yeah right." I replied then we walked to the next class.

Musical theatre we weren't really doing much in that class anymore yeah we still sang but it was mainly ensemble and we stayed close to each other since everyone was ok with it and we just sang for a whole period it was really fun then we finished and had a break we walked hand in hand to the diner and sat down with Mandy and Hadley since the thing with tam happened six months ago ram kicked him off it made me feel much safer plus he was now dating that blonde girl so good for him "I swear you get more beautiful each time I look at you" he told me "god I'm gonna vomit " Hadley said making us all laugh "it's not my fault your still single Fraser" Ramin said taking my hand under the table "so the party's tomorrow right?" Mandy asked "yeah party's tomorrow birthdays on-" I cut him off "Sunday"

He smiled at me. "I swear to god I feel like someone stabbed me right in the stomach." Hadley said. "Stop being so dramatic Hadley, why don't you ask out that girl you like so you'll stop being so 'god I'm gonna vomit''" I said mocking him. "It's not easy, okay." He said. "Maybe you just need a little push." Ramin said and I went over to him and pushed him. "Not that push, well yeah kinda. You know what I'll stop trying to explain myself. You can understand it right." Ramin said And Hadley nodded his head the rest of lunch I was taken back by how Handsome ram had gotten his jawline was so sharp it could knock me out and he started working out about five months ago so he's very muscular now but his eyes always found a way to stare deep into my heart I was so bewildered by him "earth to Sierra stop gawking at your boyfriend for two seconds what are you wearing to the party" Mandy asked me "leather pants and a bodysuit with a jacket of some sort" I told her then the bell rang so we had to go to our next period.

 "Okay honestly I forgot what's next, is it english ?" I asked "Yep!" Ramin said "I'll race you." I said then ran but he just walked. "Okay, why didn't you run?" I asked him. "Because it might be too unfair." He said then we entered the room. It was just the basic English class which ended quicker than usual, our last subject for today is Chemistry. Yay fun. As per usual I entered the classroom for chemistry and fell asleep like I literally fell asleep until the last ten minutes of class when ramin kissed my head which was enough I wake me up "was I asleep for that whole lesson" I asked him and he chuckled which meant I was oh dear that wasn't good but I didn't get caught so it was ok "come on let's go to our locker" he said as it was the end of the day everyone else was their "hey guys can you get to mine at 7ish tomorrow thanks" he told Hadley and Mandy then we said bye "I thought you said to come In the morning?" I asked him "that's because you are very special so you have the joy of seeing me all day!" He said and I giggled as we exited the building.