Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 37

Sie, are you even breathing?" He asked and I shook my head. "Why?" He asked I faced him "I don't actually know." I replied. We were about to drift off to sleep in each other's arms. Until I heard my phone ringing. I checked it and saw my dad calling me. Shoot. no no this wasn't happening it's six I still have five more hours to spend with him "who's that sie?" He asked 

"It's my dad " I said as I shhhed him and picked up the phone "hi dad what is it?" I asked down the line "I was just checking in on you sweetheart how's your day with ramin been" he asked what was I supposed to say I couldn't tell him that this had happened "it's been nice and eventful we baked cookies and made smoothies'' I told him technically it was the truth "ok darling I have to get back to work now you two behave bye" he said and hung up the phone "that was a close one" I told him laying my head on his chest "yeah it was wasn't it" he said lifting my chin and showering me with little kisses on the lips which I returned "Ramin was I good?" I asked nervously I'd never done it before until a few minutes ago and I wanted to know "You always are, in anything that you do." He said which made me blush. I tried to stand up and walk to his mirror. I saw a lot of bruises. "Umm.. Ramin how long does it take these to fade?" I asked him and he looked deep in thought. "I'm not actually sure. But don't you girls have like that skin tone makeup thingy." He said. "Right, you're smart." I said and kissed his cheek.

 I remembered packing some makeup in my bag so I was lucky. Hopefully these would fade quickly because we don't want anyone to see this. "So what do you want to do now?" He asked "Well I'd gladly do that all over again but I don't want anymore of these things"I said pointing at the lip shaped bruises on my neck he put his pants and jeans back on and walked over to me I was covered by the sheets "if I'm soft no more should appear" he said dragging me onto his lap "hmm no I can't risk it sorry babe" I said then put my bra underwear and one of his jumpers back on whilst covering the bruises with my foundation "oh we could snuggle please please please please" I begged him

"Finee." He said sarcastically and I let out a squeal. He made himself comfortable then extended his arm indicating I could go to him now. I rested my head on his shoulder and he adjusted his blankets so that we'd be more comfortable. "Do you want to watch any specific movie?" He asked with a remote to his tv on his free hand. "I don't know, you can pick since I'd probably just fall asleep." I said which made him smile. and turns out I did fall asleep for two hours meaning that it was now eight o clock dam it "ah sleeping beauty has awoken" he said and I giggled pretending to fall back asleep "really Sierra?" He said and my lips turned up at the corners ''fine" he said and he kissed me and I miraculously woke up again and I kissed him twice then my reflection Caught my attention.

 "Oh my god my hair is a mess" I said it was partially from the nap and mainly from that other thing I got my hair brush and tried to comb through it when "sie can I brush your hair?" He asked and I gladly gave him the hairbrush.

 He brushed through my hair softly so that he wouldn't hurt me which was very sweet of him. It didn't really take it that long to untangle my hair. It was very relaxing since he was brushing my hair very lightly. "Tada!" He said once he finished. "Thank you Ramin." I said and tried to brush my hair with my fingers to check if there were still tangles but there weren't any anymore. "Do you want to heat up some food from last night?" He asked. "Yeah that sounds good." I said and we both went downstairs. He found the food and put it into the microwave it would take about five minutes ''ooo baby you missed one or two... how many marks did I leave?" he laughed as I frantically took out my pocket mirror and started covering them "are they gone" I asked and he nodded his head and then took the reheated pizza out of the microwave it smelt nice and we split it in half "happy birthday baby" I said as I leant across the table and took a bite of his pizza

"Thank you." He said with a smile. We ate the pizza and talked about random things. "Do you want some cake, I think I still have some." He said. "You do?" I asked and he nodded his head. "Yes please." I said so he stood up and got the cake from his fridge. "I still can't believe you made this." I said then placed a mouthful of cake. "Sie, you have something there." He said pointing to my nose. "Here let me get it for you." He said and used his thumb to wipe it. Then we both smiled at each other. I had to fight the urge to bring him close and kiss him gently I saw that it was now ten I only hand an hour with him left "sie I really really love you" he told me which I smiled and blushed at " I really really love you too and I know you do, did you see my neck before I covered it" I giggled and he blushed as i took another bit of the cake 

"It felt good for you right because I'm just worried that you'll never want to touch me again or be with me anymore if I was not you know" I told him and he came and sat down next to me taking my hands "Sie, you are amazing at everything you do and I'm so grateful that you are part of my life." He said which really made me smile. "Thank you so much for everything." I said then we cleaned up the table and some parts of the house we messed up. "Are you ready to go?" He asked it was about 10:30pm. I nodded my head and we walked to my house. 

Once we arrived we said our goodbyes then I went back up to my room.