Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 85

"Do you like this?" She asked and he looked very tempted to touch her just as I thought. He's really just proving my point. I wondered if I should go down and leave right in front of them. "Can you stop being like this someone is watching us." I heard him whisper in her ear. I've had enough. I got the ring and went down with my suitcase in hand. Well I went back to the cctv room ring and suitcase in hand I had to see what was going on between them I thought as I sat down and prepared myself for the worst "what wrong baby you don't like what you see is it too long" she whispered "oh I love what I see it could be shorter" he said and ripped practically half the dress off her "better?" She asked hooking her leg around his waist as he nodded and felt her cleavage I couldn't believe it I was right all this time I wanted to move but my eyes were glued to the screen mt butt attached to the chair what were they doing now Once I decided I didn't want to see anymore I was walking down the stairs as quiet as possible with the ring in my hand deciding if I should where it or give it back. He literally knew I was watching but he still did this. I couldn't take it anymore. I went to where they both were. 

"You really proved my point. I was about to go back to you but I guess you had other plans. Here have this stupid ring. I can't believe I missed my flight because of you." I said shoving the ring in his hand then slapping his face. He stood up and pulled my wait in "if you want you can join us" he said and I turned around in tears as she came back up to him and they kissed passionately "I told you pale girl one he had me once during the spring he called me every day begging for more those letters meant nothing to what we did isn't that right ram bear " she said and he kissed her back to the sofa as I slammed the door shut and called the cab "Sierra." He said when he saw me sitting on the floor waiting for the van to arrive. "Sierra" he called again but I ignored him. "Sie" he said, placing a hand on my shoulder which I immediately removed. "Sierra, you really think I'd do this to you?" He asked and I looked away with my tears flowing down. He placed his hand on my shoulder again and I started shaking. "Sie, look at me." He said "Don't Sie me, I thought you loved me. You proved my point that nobody loves me and that everyone doesn't care if I die. They won't notice it anyway." I said placing his hand away from me. "Sie I do lov-" he was interrupted by her coming outside and sitting on his lap putting him under her little spell as they kissed and made noises infront of me and she went back inside "as I said that just proved my point god how stupid was I to think that you could actually go without for three months did you two actually do it?" I asked but slightly knew the answer "I hate you!" I screamed before I got in the cab.

 "To the airport please." I said "But maam." the driver pointed outside. "I don't care about them can we please just go." I said "Ma'am the guy wants to talk to you." The driver said. "Sierra, please come out. She's gonna leave now." He said "No she is gonna miss her flight is her driver doesn't drive right now" I spat back at him "enjoy your new life ramin I hope it brings you so much joy now to the airport" but the driver didn't move "I said take me where I need to go I'll pay you double" I said still no movement "what is it that is so important Ramin please as if my life hasn't been bad enough already" I said I was numb to emotions now I felt no remorse I switched my humanity off

"Thank you anyways." I said to the driver then I went out of the cab. "What are you here to hurt me even more?" I asked him but realized I didn't care. "Nothing ever goes my way." I yelled and started walking out. As if I was gonna reach the airport in time. I kept walking down this driveway and heard him following me I'd rather go back to being Sierra the slut slave than spend one more second talking to him I was so angry he had lied cheated and then didn't even tell me about it "what do you want ramin" I stopped and yelled at him "How was it like treating a girl who was gone through a lot and breaking her even more. You took my razor away and told me you loved me. But it was a lie everything that happened was a lie. I hope my dad kills you I should have listened to him all along." I said and wiped my tears ''Anyways, since you are not saying anything I'm gonna be going to find another flight. I hope you propose to her and get a better reaction. Have a great life Ramin." I said then continued walking away.

 He kept walking after me why did he leave me alone " why wound you say something to me I don't care what it is I just want to hear your voice before I walk away from this all together " I waited for his response but nothing "you know what we're done" I yelled and then "Sierra "Now you talk, I'm leaving whether you like it or not. Stop following me. I said we're done. I need to catch another flight because of you." I said "Sierra wait!" He said "I'm tired of waiting for you. Just leave me alone. I'm happy for you and that bitch." I said. "But Sierra" he said as I was calling another cab.

"What is it ramin because you had my heart in your hands the way you I don't even know what it was anymore but that and you broke me open and made me feel like I was worth something but then you took that heart and it fell through your hands like sand and I don't have the time for this right now" I said wiping my tears off my face pulling out my phone to see my cab was ten minutes away "Sierra it's a prank lighten up will you." He said. "Oh so I'm all a big joke to you. Pathetic." I said then started to dial my dad's number. "Who are you calling?" He asked "Why would you care? I don't have another boyfriend to go to." I said rolling my eyes. "I'm calling my dad you idiot." I said "Why the hell are you calling your dad he hates you remember." He said "Thank you for reminding me Ramin. I'm calling him to beat your ass." I said But he didn't pick up the phone at least the cab was due in five minutes then I could take my stuff and go "Sierra" he said taking my waist I struggled to get out of his grip "look in my eyes and tell me what you see" he asked.

 "I see an ass of a boyfriend who got to horny fucked the wrong girl confided in his other girlfriend fucked her proposed and then got caught" I said to him without stuttering on any word staring him directly in the eyes ''now let me go" I demanded "No." He said "You should have let me die, you never cared for me. You never did. You're just a liar. You're just like Jeremy" I shouted "Excuse me?" He said "You're just like them using me for sex. Pathetic. You could have done it with any girl in school but you chose the girl who's gone through a lot. What goes on in that stupid head of yours was it like. Oh look that girl has been raped and has family problems let's make her fall in love and cheat on her once we get engaged. Nice one ramin nice one the new girl she's so mysterious oh I know I'll be her Prince Charming except not really because all I want is my dick in her and her to moan my name very classy ramin very classy" I yelled at him I was so fucking angry how could he do that to me I I thought he really loved me but that must have been a lie as well "Sierra it's not like that" he said "oh then what is it like then" I asked.