Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 14

"What do you want from meeee!!!" I whined as soon as we got to my room. "Why were you holding his hand?" Allegra asked. "Why did he hug you?" Summer asked. "And you're going to kiss?" Allegra said. "Are you okay with that?" Summer asked. "Guys, guys, guys, wait." I said "I felt nervous that mom and dad might get mad at me, he hugged me because friends can also do that, yeah a kiss is part of the grading system, and I hope I'll be okay with it before we perform." I said. "But you grabbed his hand when talking to mom." summer said "I did?" I asked "Yes you did it was so cute you held his and and his thumb was stroking your hand whilst you were speaking." Allegra pointed out "Oh I guess I did then oh and Tam kissed my hand today." I said "HE WHAT?" Summer shouted "He kissed my hand no big deal." I said "Which hand was it?'' they asked "My left why?" 

"That was the one Ramin was stroking." they said "Oh right." what had I just gotten myself into "Okay this was a bad choice!" I said. "What was?" Summer asked "Liking two boys." I said then sighed. "You like both of them?" Allegra yelled. "Yeah now keep it down little one." I said "Which one do you like more?" Summer asked "I don't know at the moment but I'm sure I'll figure it out I guess." I said.

"Goodnight you guys please get out of my room" I asked and they left Allegra baffled that I liked two guys at once my phone went this was kinda a daily thing now "Hi Sierra." he said "Hey Ramin let me guess just checking in." I said and giggled "You know it." he said "Your parents are still ok with the extra credit part aren't they?" He questioned "Yeah they are and I can do Friday by the way." I told him "Great that's awesome I can't wait to see you out of school." he was excited "Mee too but I'm tired and I really need my sleep." I said "Oh I'm so sorry good night Sie." he said "What?" "Sie the nickname I created for you." he said "I like it nice job Ramin." I said  "Night Sie." "Night Ramin." I said then hung up the phone and fell asleep.

The next day when I got to school I saw Mandy. "Mandyyy!! What have I gotten myself into?" I asked her. "I don't know Sierra." She said and we both laughed. "Look over there they look like they are having such a serious conversation." Mandy said pointing to Hadley and Ramin who looked very serious. "It's kinda funny to be honest." I told her then I saw Tam walk over to them they still looked serious and I turned around "Oh my god." I heard Mandy cry I turned back around and saw Tam push Ramin and Ramin push Tam it turned into a full on fist fight I had to intercept I ran over to the boys and placed myself in the middle of them looking at Tam. 

"Tam leave now please I don't want anyone else to get hurt." I told him but he just stood there I turned to face Ramin there was blood on his upper lip. "Oh Ramin are you ok? Look at you." I said wiping the blood off just above his top lip and I smiled at him "What happened?" I said my hand doing that thing it did last time when I was with him in front of my sisters "It doesn't matter Sie." he told me I let his hand go and turned around to Tam. "What's wrong?" I asked Tam. "Nothing you need to know." Tam said. "If it's about nothing then why are you two fighting?" I asked them. But they just looked at the floor. "You guys are being so childish, why don't just talk not go on a fight." I said and went to the restroom where Mandy followed me.

"This is all my fault"