Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 64

 The next morning I woke up because someone started knocking at my door. "Sierra, Ramin is coming in 30 minutes." He said . Half an hour that wasn't enough time for me to get ready my hair had dried so it was in its natural curls so I brushed it I threw on a pair of jeans and a long sleeved top and put my lip gloss on came downstairs and waited for him I was so nervous what would he look like would he be taller I knew he'd be more muscular I hoped he still loved me when I looked like this the colour from me had faded I hadn't had fruit in ten weeks they didn't allow it I checked the clock ten minutes to go

My sisters heard that Ramin was coming so they rushed down the stairs. "Oh my gosh he's going here?" Summer asked excitedly. "Yep he is.." I said. "Why do you sound nervous?" Allegra asked. "Because I am and I haven't seen him for 2 months or more." I explained. "Don't worry you look beautiful." Summer said with a smile it's been a long time since she's been nice. "Thank you Summer." I said "I'm sure he'll think you're gorgeous too." Allegra said and they both unexpectedly gave me a hug. I missed it when they did this. I guess they just act mean when dad is around so they won't get scolded. I heard knocks on the door. "He's here!" Allegra said. "Good luck Sierra!" Summer said and gave me a thumbs up and they both ran up to their rooms. My dad went to the door. My heart was racing with anticipation could anyone open a door slower he fumbled with the keys ramin was right outside my door I was so close to being able to get to see him so close my dad tried every key in the lock before he put the right one in and turned it to open the door and for the first time in two months and two weeks I saw him I saw his gorgeous face he's been working out a lot more I had to restrain myself from running into his arms because he was in the way we looked at each other and both teared up then my dad spoke

"You guys have 15 minutes." He said then walked away. Once he was gone I ran to him and gave him a big hug. He pulled away once he realized I was shaking. "You look more beautiful than the last time I saw you." He said which made me blush. "I missed you so damn much." I said giving him another hug. He looked into my eyes "I miss you too." He said. he hugged me back how I've missed the feeling of being in his Arms I was still shaking as I looked up to him "ram it's been awful he's such an awful man" I wept to him he kissed the top of my head "it's ok you're with me now your safe even if it's for fifteen minutes your safe" he said softly and stroked my hair I rested my head on his chest breathing in his cologne "Ramin I love you so much" I told him looking into his eyes his gaze flickered I didn't resist at all I'd gone ten weeks without one he pulled my into the most passionate kiss I've ever experienced I kissed him back with all the love I had in my body he asked for entry and I let him in I missed him so much our tongues battles with the other I didn't want to let go but I had to breathe we pulled apart from the best kiss in my whole life and he held me he actually held me "I'll still continue giving you letters every single day, i promise." He said which made me smile. I checked the time. "We still have 12 minutes left, what should we do?" I asked and he got both of my wrists and started looking at them. There were some that faded and some new ones from a few days ago. "I'm sorry you have to go through this baby." He said "it's okay, you're here now but I don't know what else we can do for a few minutes." I said. "Oh wait! Happy 1 year anniversary Sie." He said handing me a box. "Open it later when I'm gone" he said and I nodded my head. "I'm sorry I don't have something for you. I'm not really allowed to go out of this house." I said. "Your hard work for us seeing each other is enough." He said with a smile. he reached for my bandage on my arm and I pulled my sleeve down "baby please no" I asked but he rolled the sleeve all the way up and took the bandage off then ran his hand down my broken hand and lifted it close to his lips what was he gonna do i shut my eyes and felt a light pressure on a scar then another then another I opened my eyes to see what he was doing and it brought me to tears one he finished kissing them he wrapped them back up in the bandage and pulled me in close "I love you baby your so strong I'm so proud of you for getting through this" he spoke softly I looked at him and caressed his cheek I jumped on to him.

wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck "please" I begged "Soon baby, soon." He said and I knew what he meant so I got off him and just sat beside him resting my head on his shoulder. "You look different from the last time I saw you." I said. "Really, what part of me is different?" He asked. "Your smile and umm your muscles." I said which made the both of us laugh. "You'll be back with me soon.. I promise." He said "I know we will." I said then my dad entered the living room. "Your 15 minutes is up." My dad said and Ramin was about to stand up. "Sierra please go to your room, Ramin I still have to talk to you." My dad said so I stood up "Bye Ramin.." I said starting to tear up but I had to be strong. I went up the stairs taking one last glance at him then I walked to my room.