Chapter 77

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"Ram I I I don't know what I'd do if we hadn't found each other I'd be so lost so close to giving up on everything and just ending it all like I tried to" I said and he just held onto me like I was a piece of delicate China and stroked my back to calm me down "Sierra you are the best thing that's ever happened to me I'm so grateful for you" he said and I teared up a little no one had ever been grateful for me no one had ever wanted me like he did no one had ever cared for me like he did if my dad found me now I don't know what I'd do "I'm still scared, what if my dad found us?" I asked him "There's an escape plan we can do." He said calmly. "Will it work?" I asked him "if you trust me, then yes." He said. "I'm sorry for shouting at you." I said "It's okay you needed to get all your anger out somehow." He said with a smile. "Why do you still love me?" I asked "for all of your cute little Sierra moments for what we had last night for our cute little dates for your adorable nose and lips need I go on?" He asked and I shook my head and tried to get up but when I put any weight in my legs I just fell into his arms.

 "Where do you need to go" he asked whilst holding me bridal style "wherever you put them bags full of clothing" I said as he started to carry me to the guest room "Here we have the clothes, socks, slippers, napkins, tampons whatever you need I think I have it." He said "How did you know what stuff to get for a girl?" I asked him. "My mom told me to buy these so I assumed you needed the same." He said. "You are smart aren't you." I said "Nope, I just have a mom who needs these things." He said "Thank you!" I said giving him a hug. "I'd do anything for you sie even if that means buying one of every sanitary product in the store because I don't know which one you like best" he said he was so thoughtful "babe can you hand me the bag of clothing I wanna see what you got me I can't wait" I asked "sure I just hope I got your style right that's all"he said and handed me five bags full of clothes "I have a feeling you shop better than me." I said "I think you will like it but I'm not sure so I got you like stuff I already saw you wearing." He said "I'm sure I'll like anything you get me." I said and opened one of the bags which were filled with leggings, shorts and some jeans. "These look good." I said smiling at him.

Then I opened a second bag full of skirts and dresses and some ball gowns I don't know what for but it was sweet I saw colours of all sorts in the third bag theirs was some socks stockings? Tights underwear bras how did he even know my bra size and lingerie I gave him a look when I saw that and he just shrugged so what could possibly be in the fifth bag of clothing I had everything I needed I thought as he carried the bag over to me I opened the bag to see a lot of makeup. "Are you telling me I'm ugly?" I asked sarcastically. "No umm no that's not what I meant.. I thought you liked make up so I got you some." He said. "I'm just kidding don't worry." I said and he nervously laughed. I looked into the bag and saw more comfortable clothes and slippers. "How the hell did you afford all of this" I asked "a man never tells his secrets" he said tapping his nose "okay mr secretive but you could have just told me about your job" I said and we both laughed in the other two bags were body wash shampoo hair removal cream curlers straighteners a hairbrush with some elastics "Ramin you didn't have to buy me all this stuff I'd be fine with just a new pair of leggings this is all so adorable of you" I said reaching out for a hug "Actually my mom just gave me a list because she's worried you don't have what you need." He explained "Well that's very nice of you two. Please tell her thank you." I said and he nodded his head "Thank you Ramin!" I said kissing the tip of his nose. "That's okay sie I'd their anything else you need I know it's getting late are you hungry again?" he asked and I shook my head "no I'm just tired it's kinda late" I said and he brought the covers back up from the living room and re made the bed he shifted me into a comfy position and was about to leave "wait ramin don't go" I asked "I don't wanna hurt you while your sleeping your already in so much pain"he said "but ram can't you just cuddle me until I fall asleep" I asked and he sighed " pleassseeeee" I begged and he walked over to the bed He laid down beside me with his arm on my waist and my head on his chest. "Ow!" I said which made him move "I'm just joking" I said laughing "good night Sie" he said "good night" I said snuggling closer to him and eventually falling asleep.

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