Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 70

"What's wrong with this tiny head if yours?" I said knocking on his head, "for your information you were the one starting to think like that this morning." He said "That's only because you made the love potion and started caressing my neck so technically you started it" I teased putting down my book on the table since we were still in the library "well if your taking it all the way back technically it started when I first saw you and you jumped on me and asked please soooo" he said putting his book down and moving his chair closer to mine "I asked? Well pfft I don't understand what's happening." I said "You jumped on me then left when you felt that." He said. "Yeah that was fun. '' I said "Technically your fault since you started taking it very seriously." He said. "Your damn potion started it so don't blame me." I said and we both started laughing. 

"And why are you moving closer to me?" I asked him still laughing "what do you mean moving closer to you sie I think your perception is waaayyy off " he said "but I swear you were sat a meter away like two minutes ago" I said "or maybe you were too busy reading that book tho notice how close I was sat in the first place" he said "I guess I was just caught up in the book" I told him and giggled "so in conclusion you started it" he said "well if we are going alllllll the way back you started it by asking me out" I said and won Sierra 2 ramin 0 "Enjoy fake reading your book." I said with my hand on his shoulder then walked away. I didn't really know where I was going. I was just exploring their house. I heard footsteps behind me so I turned around. "Gosh you're so obsessed with me I can't even get a damn minute alone." I said "I'm just here to ask you what are you looking for." He said. "If that's what you're doing then where is the restroom?" I asked him. "It's right over there!" He said pointing to the door of the restroom. "Thanks!" I said then kissed his cheek and went to the restroom.

It was gorgeous there was a double bath it was like a normal bath but like twice the size a walk in shower and it was so clean I think if I took a bath I'd make it dirty because it was so white I looked at myself in the Crystal clean mirror and caught a glimpse of the flowers in the vase behind me they were so beautiful it was an array of red dark blue and deep purple roses the bath was pristine white it looked untouched and the shower had a golden head I felt like I was living in the land of luxury Once I got out of the restroom Ramin was waiting by the door. "What the- Ramin!" I said then rolled my eyes. "Hey what did I do?" He asked me. "I went to the restroom and you can't even leave me alone." I said then sat on one of their sofas. "But-" I interrupted him. "It's okay, I'm just messing with you." I said then started laughing.

 The sofa was so much more comfortable than before I leant back on it and ramin joined me and sat down and put his hand on my thigh and started stroking it up and down it felt nice and relaxing "ram honey is their something you want from me today?" I asked he stayed quiet "ramiiin do you want anything from meeeee?" I asked a second time it was "ok how about i run you a bath later to calm you down" I asked and he nodded his head quite quickly "Are you okay?" I asked him but he looked pretty deep in thought. "Hellooo! Ramin?" I called but when there was no reply I decided to walk away and find something else to do. It was already close to dinner time so I searched through what we could eat. I saw that the food I made last night was still there. At least I didn't need to cook but I wanted to do something to distract me or something.

So I decided to clean for a while it was nice the food was set on the table I put on some music and cleaned away I felt like a Disney princess singing along to all the songs sweeping mopping dusting polishing it made it quite fun and soon the kitchen looked as good as new I turned the music off and lit a candle in the middle of the table to spice things up a bit "Ramin dinners ready I hope you don't mind it's just leftovers from yesterday" I called and he came walking into the kitchen.

Well he heard me, but he hasn't spoken to me for the rest of the afternoon after I said I won. Was he that disappointed? "Ramin why are- nevermind." I said and walked out of the room. He probably didn't care since he didn't talk to me. Earlier I just suggested things and he'd nod his head but not say a word. Something was definitely off with him. I couldn't seem to figure out what made him like that. "Babe is something wrong you've been acting strange since this afternoon" I asked him and sat down next to him on the sofa I really hoped he was ok I hope I hadn't done anything wrong to upset him either that would be my worst nightmare causing my love pain "Ramin please talk to me what wrong" I asked but still no answer "Ramin please just say something I know you can hear me" I said "Did I do something wrong?" I asked him but still no reply. "I'll just leave you alone then..." I said and started walking to the guest room. 

I was reading the book trying to distract myself from thinking of Ramin. Did I really do something bad to him? I would never, but I never know what goes on in his head so I should probably just wait for him. He'll talk when he's ready. The question is will he ever be ready to talk to me. An hour passed and he still wasn't hear so I went to check on him I was worried about him he'd be in bed by now I crept downstairs and saw him laid on the sofa asleep... I knew he'd fall asleep sooner or later so I got the covers from the guest room and snuggled up to him as I threw the sheets around us and wrapped his arms around my waist I gave him a kiss on the nose then fell asleep using his chest as a pillow.