Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 81

The next morning I felt someone kiss my cheek as soon as my eyes opened. "Good morning Sie!" Ramin said. "Good morning." I replied then snuggled back on his chest. "I'm sorry if it really hurts today." He said "It's okay, I asked for it." I said. "Then I'm back to be-" I cut him off "No let me be, I have to get used to the pain of the next morning." I said "But if it really really hurts don't hesitate to ask help from me okay." He said "Okay, fine" I replied. The pain I felt was like a hundred knifes being slowly forced into me every time I moved but I had to get used to it for both our sakes I tried to moved off his chest but it couldn't as I winced in pain " this is so much more painful than last time"I said nuzzling back up to his chest because that didn't hurt "I'm sorry baby we just got a bit carried away" he said kissing my hair carefully massaging my shoulders "hmmm but it was a completely different side to you that I've never seen before" I told him "You should be getting used to it because I'm sure I'll be much worse once we're married." He said "That's the reason why I'm trying to survive a day because I know it will get worse." I said then I started walking to the mirror. When I got to the mirror basically my whole body is filled with bruises. "You really went hard last night didn't you." I said "What do you mean." He asked "Well just look at my body." I said "It could have been worse." He said "How could it have possibly been worse look at me" I said pointing to every bruise on my body "since when did you not like my little marks?" He questioned "no I do their sweet but these are hardly little"I said pointing to one that took up around half of my neck as he stood up put some jeans on and came behind me I think that this one's my favourite "If I could just walk around this house naked I would but it's too risky." I said opening the door. "Not that risky." He whispered in my ear. "I'm putting on clothes because you can't control yourself" I said once we reached the guest room. I went to the closet and got sweatpants and stole Ramin's jumper. I put them on and attempted to brush whatever this massive knot was out of my hair but even that hurt I had no other choice "Ramin can you help me please" I asked and he walked into the room "what do you need my help for?" He said and I just held up the hair brush so he came behind me and softly started to brush it I took this time to truly admire the ring he gave me it was silver and the band was wavy and in the middle there was this beautiful diamond rose everything about it was so intricate and like especially designed or something He placed the brush back on the table and hugged me. "So you like the ring?" He asked "I love it." I said smiling at him. Suddenly my phone rang so I had to walk over to the table beside my bed where I left it last night. "Hello?" I said as I picked up the phone.

"HOW DARE YOU" I heard the female voice scream down the phone "YOU LITTLE BITCH GETTING ENGAGED WHILST I AM TYPICAL SIERRA" the voice was so loud that I jumped a little bit I still couldn't figure out who it was yet the voice was familiar "I'm sorry who is this" I asked "ITS SUMMER AND NO I WILL NOT COME TO YOUR WEDDING AND YOU OFFICIALLY UNINVITED FROM MINE YOU LITTLE WHORE" she screamed at me and then hung the phone up and I started to cry "I don't think is was invited the first place.." I whispered to myself. Ramin walked over to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. "What happened?" He asked "I was uninvited to my sister's wedding and she called me a bitch and a slut because I'm engaged when she was too. It's not my fault he doesn't want the day of their wedding to be early." I sobbed "They always blame me for everything. I didn't know I would get engaged to you last night and I thought they were already married because I knew that I'm not invited." I added "And what if he finds out ram what if he finds out and tries to take me away from you again what is he hurts me or worse you I can't have that I won't starve again I won't be hurt again I can't have him find out ram I just can't " I weeped into his strong arms then looked up at him helplessly "I'm so scared" I said which triggered more tears to fall "sie whatever happens your not going to leave my side because your too valuable to be stolen away from me again this time I will protect you with no hesitation on my instinct" he said "C c can I just tell her it's a promise ring? So that my dad won't care?" I asked reluctantly. I was scared to see his reaction so I looked at the floor. "It's okay if you don't. I just wanted to be safe from my dad, and I'll tell them once she's married. It's up to you.." I said getting slightly more nervous. "Honey you should have no shame about the celebration that we are going to plan if anything your dad would be happy because he wouldn't have to deal with you anymore I'd let the whole world know that we both love each other this much but if you feel like keeping it a secret if for the best then that's your decision" he said hugging me "no your right I shouldn't have to hide this it's one of the only things that have made me feel good in a really long time " I said smiling at him and he smiled back