Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 68

He was looking down at me and I noticed how much taller he is now. "You grew taller." I said "what else do you think grew ." He said seriously so I bursted out in laughter. "I don't know why my mind is so dirty," I said and continued laughing. He just looked at me like I was crazy. "I'll stop now.. yeah I'll stop." I said and took a deep breath and kept a straight face then he started laughing. "That was adorable." He said pinching my cheeks. "That was inappropriate mr karamel" I said making us both laugh "karamel?" He said "well I can't pronounce your last name so caramel will have to do" I said again laughing "but seriously what are you like six foot or something" I asked "I think I'm 6,2 but I just know I got taller" he said "well you certainly got stronger as well look at you your rock solid" I said feeling his arms "their nothing look at these babies'' he said lifting shirt revealing a one two three four five six seven eight "you got an eight pack" I said staring at them intrigued Then I covered my eyes. "That's too much for me to see. I will be walking away now." I said and tried walking with my eyes covered but I kept hitting things around me.

 It was all going well until my foot hit a chair and I fell. "Ouch!" I said when I got on the floor but immediately got up. "I'm okay!" I said and stood back up covering my eyes but opening my fingers so I could still see. "Sierra you can't escape the abs they will follow you everywhere" he said and it sounded like he was chasing me so I tried to run but it backfired when I ran into him because he stepped in front of me so he caught my waist and brought me up into him "not fair you're taller than me" I said "and how is that unfair your small you should be able to escape me easier" he said as I was trying to get out of his grip but he wouldn't let me go

"You're literally carrying me, how do you expect me to escape?" I asked "I don't know?" He said and I got an idea. I started looking into his eyes then lips and started leaning in. Once our lips were almost touching I used this opportunity to step on his foot and run away. "HA!" I said joyfully I ran all the way into the living room and he followed me running he got in front of me again "put me downnnnn" I said as he picked me up "hmmm I don't think so" he said and wrapped my legs around his waist "ooh so is that what you think that I want to do" I said as he carried me to the sofa and sat down he said nothing but just stared into my eyes He was staring deep into my soul. I closed my eyes shut and I could suddenly feel his breathing getting closer. My heart was beating so fast. Then I felt him place me on his lap. He kissed me softly which made me open my eyes. 

"Ramin" I moaned wow that took a lot shorter than the last time but no no he wasn't getting his way I wasn't going to let that happen again I had to try and resist his new temptations as he held my waist and kissed me again Damn he was good at this nope I was having an internal conflict with myself as he was kissing me softly and slowly He tried to lean in for the third time. I intentionally wrapped my arms around his neck and once our lips almost touched I kissed the tip of his nose and rolled to sit beside him. I started looking at my surroundings innocently. "What was that all about?" He said cupping my face and turning it to his direction. "What was what all about?" I asked then stood up and started walking to the restroom.

Thank god I have to be stronger around him I didn't know I'd give in this easily I thought I'd still have some ounce of self control but he was taller,bigger and he had and eight pack and why was I thinking like this was it greed love lust want desire I didn't know I just know he felt good but I had to wait for a while I just had to I had to show him that I wouldn't just give in to his silly little games just like I almost did two seconds ago "Hey Ram, I'm gonna go ahead. I'll just be in the guest room. Don't wake me up or else I will be really grumpy." I said going to him and sitting on his lap. "Okay?" I said not waiting for a reply I just got off him and went to the guest room. I changed to my shorts and a sweater and buried myself in the many blankets on the bed. Just as I was about to turn off the lights Ramin entered and was about to lay down beside me. I didn't know if I should stop him or not if he did lay beside me god knows what it might lead to but he respects me too much to try that when he knows I'm tired right? He came down and laid beside me I turned to face him he moved some hair out of my face and leant in and we were kissing softly he did one of them slow ones and brought me on top of him like how we were sat on the sofa "babe I'm sorry it's just I'm kinda tried to do this now can you wait please" I asked "yeah I can wait for you" he said as I rolled off him he grabbed my waist and pulled me into him and I fell asleep safe in his arms my head resting just underneath his.