Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 33

And that's when everything started happening the music was loud the people were louder Hadley poured us our shots first me and ramin looked at each other as we took them then Mandy gave us some of hers and we looked At each other and shot them then I had the cider that ramin had bought the four of us "ramin this is the best party ever wooooo" I said a little bit tipsy as I let my hair down and started riding the bike rack outside "that's where they lock up bikes" he said "sure Is ramin" I said back to him which he must have heard as Rosie "Rosie who's Rosie" he said taking me off and bringing me back to the party when we both had two more shots and I saw Mandy dancing on a table "I think this was a bad choice." I said. "Why?" Ramin asked. "My parents are going to kill me." I said. "Why?" He asked again. "the incident, remember." I whispered. "Oh yeah, don't worry I'm here." He said. "Okay then. Mandy get off the table." I said laughing "Come on Sierra join me it's not gonna break" she called and before I had a say in the matter I was pulled onto the table and another two shots were taken by all four of us "how are you feeling" she yelled because the music was so loud.

 "I don't know but this is kinda fun" I said dancing on the table with her we danced for some more then "Ramin catch me" I said as I jumped off the table and landed in his arms "hi" I said to him "how are you drunk " he laughed and put me down "I have no idea shot?" I said poring another one okay maybe I was a little bit drunk but so was everyone else and he'd still protect me "I think you've had enough for today Sierra." Ramin said. "One more." I asked but he took the cup away from me. "But-" I said. "That's enough Sierra." He said and placed me down on the floor. "Why?" I asked. "You're too drunk." He replied and I pouted. "Yeah, Ramin it's just one more." Mandy said. "That's enough for everyone." He said taking the bottles and placing it aside. "Raminnn please it's just one moooreee" I whined holding onto his neck giving him puppy eyes "Sierra you're already-" he started "pleaaase ram ram because you love me" I said playing with his hair and he gave in "fine but this is your last one" he said as I downed the shot and he quickly took all of the other bottles of liquor into a cupboard and Locked it.

 I put the glass down and walked over to ramin "hey sexy" I said which made him turn around quite quickly "sie what is it do you feel sick? are you gonna vomit? did something happen?" He questioned "no no I just wanna spend time with my boyfriend alone" I said and dragged him out of the party room.

"Sierra, are you okay?" He asked when I closed the door. "We can just..." I said trying to take off his jackets "What are you doing?" He asked. "I don't know, what do you think?" I asked. "Sierra, you're drunk baby." He said pushing me away. "Ramin come onnnnnnn" I said tugging at the jacket he had just put on that I didn't want to be their "Sierra I'm gonna go get you some water" he said but I didn't let him I tried to take the jacket off and was successful wow he had muscles "baby you're drunk you're not thinking right" he said and then kissed my head "no I iam" I slurred taking my jacket off wrapping my arms around his neck "what are you doing" he asked "what doesit look likei wanttodo" I tilted my head up he has a really nice jawline "I may be drunk but I'm responsible." He said. "Yeah but.." I said giving him puppy eyes.

 "Your dad might get mad Sie, I'm sorry." He said. "He doesn't need to know.." I said leaning towards him. "I'm sorry Sierra." He said unwrapping my arms from his neck. "Don't you love me?" I asked getting impatient.

 "I do, believe me. But what you want to do isn't good." He said. "Why?" I asked he went silent for a minute or two "why isn't it goodweboth love eachother " I said to him trying to get back to where we were "I love you Angel I really do but we can't not when your like this" he said unwrapping my hands again "butyou haven't evenkissed me today" I told him getting back into the position we were in stood up "ram why can't we I love youalot andyoulove me it's just once" I said giving him puppy eyes "no baby" he said staring into my eyes sincerely "butyouhavent kissed me allday is somethingwrong did I do something wrong rambear" I asked him stroking his hair and twisting some of the longer strands "You did nothing wrong, you're just drunk baby." He told me giving a hug. "Is it bad that I'm drunk?" I asked. "Not really but you might regret it later on." He said. "But I won't regret it." I said pouting. "Let's get you home, you look very tired." He said. "I don't want to go home yet. I wanna stay with you." I said. "You have a curfew Sierra." He said and tried to get me out of the room and say goodbye to everyone.

"But ramin I don't wanna go hommeeeee I wannna stay with youuu I even brought and overnight bag" I pouted "I know i don't want you to go either but you have a curfew and I don't wanna break your parents trust by not bringing you home baby" he said and hugged my waist "but-" I started "ahah no buts I'm taking you home" he said and got my stuff together "Say goodbye to everyone." He said and I waved goodbye.

 He gave me some water which made me wake up a bit. Then we walked home hand in hand. I kinda realized what I did. "I'm sorry for earlier." I said still a little bit tipsy. "It's okay Sie." He said and kissed my forehead. "We're here." He said once we reached the front of my house. He knocked on the door and I wrapped myself around him "Ramin thank you for bringing her home" my mom said "sie you gotta go inside now" he whispered and I shook my head "baby you can't stay attached to me forever" he said "but I don't wanna leave you" I said "darling your mom is right behind you you need to get going" he told me "but who will protect me when you've gone" I said trying to make him stay "you have your mom and your dad" he said I was still wrapped around him "but there not you" I told him as he slowly took my legs of his waist so that they were on the floor "Ramin please stay" I asked "I have to go back and check on them so that they won't break my house." He explained. "Okay.." I said sadly. "I'll see you on Monday." He said. "Bye Ramin!" I said. "I'll call you later and tomorrow. Don't worry." He said and I nodded my head. 

"Byee!" I said giving him one last hug then left.