Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 20

"You're just so cute when you love stuff."he said "Shut up, let's just focus on the movie." I said. "Hi best friends! Did you miss me." Hadley said, taking the seat in front of me. "I did, I don't know about Ramin. He hates almost everything." 

 "Is that true Ramin?" Hadley asked. "What?"  "You love me don't you?" Hadley asked Ramin who was starting to fall asleep. "Huh? Yeah sure!" He said, making us laugh softly. "Ramin you kinda have to watch the movie." I whispered to him as he was dozing off he looked to cute but I had to stop him from falling asleep so I grabbed his hand and laced it with mine he looked at me and I smiled as rested my head you guessed it on his shoulder he stayed awake through the entire thing and I was crying at the end but so were all the other girls in the class the lights were flicked back on and you could just see all the girls red puffy eyes Ramin looked at me "Hey why the sad face?" he asked "Why did Jack have to die there was room on the door for two people she said she'd never let go of him but she did?" I said weeping into Ramin's chest "Heyyyy it's alright come on let's go to our next class stop the tears Sie." he said and I sniffled drying them with his oversized jumper "The next subject is math right so-" I asked while I was standing up. "So I'm going with you!" Hadley announced. "You just remembered the next subject. I'm so proud of you!" Ramin said. We started walking to the math room. Once we arrived the teacher said we'd start early so that we can end early. Which made me happy because I didn't want to have a long class. We just had a review and had to answer 2 questions then we were free to go to lunch.

Annnnd lunchtime yayy "Ramin hurry up I'm hungry and have a delicious smoothie waiting for me in my bag now let's gooooo." I said dragging him out of the classroom "Wow your strong for a little girl" he said and I laughed as I dragged him to the table and we finally sat down "Jesus that was like a work out." "Hmmm so what's happening over here." Mandy asked once we reached the table. "He was walking too slow so I had to pull him here." I said. "Sierra can you accompany me to the restroom." Mandy asked with a smile on her face. "Okay!" I said Ramin looked at me worried which made me laugh. "I'll be back." I said "Oh my god why didn't you tell me?" she screamed "I thought you already knew half the school does." I said "Well like is it official?" she asked "I guess I mean I'm wearing his sweatshirt so what do you think."I said with a slight laugh "eeeeeeeee" we both squealed at the same time and left the restroom with smiles on our faces "what's got you two all giggly" Ramin asked "Nothing, Mandy just told me something that happened to her." I said and she agreed. "Yep that's what happened" she said. "Okay. Now where's your smoothie?" Ramin asked. "I haven't even taken a sip and you already want it?" I said "I just wanted to try it." He said, I drank a bit and let him take a sip. "That's good." He said. "You're asking as if you just tried it." I said "You two are disgusting." Hadley said. "Sure Hadley. Sure." I said which made us all laugh.

I knew what he meant that we were adorable I really liked Ramin he is like the perfect guy for me and I was so lucky to have him as we spent all of lunch giggling and annoying each other slightly maybe really annoying the rest of them but Mandy looked really happy for us and so did Hadley Tam had a... different emotion completely he looked happy but I could see something else in his eyes something that scared me but I was intrigued by the fact that Ramin kept on looking at me. "Is there something in my teeth or my face?" I asked him searching for my pocket mirror. "No, no no. I just wanted to look at you." He said "Oh, okay then." I said awkwardly. I still wasn't used to him being like this. We had another random conversation until the bell rang signaling we had to go to our next class. "Is our next class double period, or I'm just forgetting the other subject?" I asked. "It's double period, so we have to practice our song." He said. "Oh so musical theatre, right." I said and he nodded his head as we made our way to class. We were just told to practice and once we finish we'd be done for the day.

So we practiced a few times he sounded so beautiful every word every note was perfect his voice made me calm and steady my voice was a bit pitchy and I was off on most of the note but he sounded like my very own phantom "Sie you are amazing I didn't know you could sing like that." he told me which made me blush and tuck my hair behind my ear "Well you sounded like a god who gave you the right to be so kind physically attractive and be able to sing it's not fair why can't I be like that." I complained "Sie you are like that you just can't see it yet it's my job to make sure that you do because you have the best voice in the whole school and I'm not just saying that because I like you." he said

"You're flattering me." I said dramatically which made us both laugh. "It's true Sierra." He said "Yeah right!" I said jokingly hitting his arm. "Are we done practicing?" I asked him. "I guess so" he replied. "Do we just go then?" I asked "I think soo.." he replied. So we got up we were able to finish 5 minutes before classes end so we waited for the others near our locker because that somehow became our meeting place. "Hey you guys." Ramin said to our friends who were coming towards us hey all said hi back in unison "Are you all ready to go then?" Mandy asked and we all nodded our heads and started walking out of the campus "Hey can I take you on a little detour?" Ramin asked me "Sure you might wanna tell the others though." I whispered back to him "guys I'm just gonna show Sierra something keep walking don't wait up" he said and they all waved goodbye and he lead me to the coffee shop we were first in line "Hi can I get a green tea for me and a pumpkin spice latte for the lady." he said "You remembered ?!" I said and he nodded his head and we got our drinks and sat down in a booth for two "What do you want from me Karimloo?" I asked. "Nothing." He said.

 "Then why did we take a detour?" I said raising my eyebrows. "Ummmm..." he said "So you do need something from me. What is it?" I asked him. "I'm waitinggg..." I added "I just wanted your time." he said taking a sip of his tea "Bullshit there's something else I can sense it." I told him which made us both laugh "What do you want from meee?" I said stretching over the table and shaking his shoulders then sat back in my seat "I sense your lies, and I don't like that feeling." I said. "I'm not lying." He said so I looked him directly in his eyes trying to figure out what he wants to say but he's hiding it. "What do you want?" I asked but he just shrugged. "Why can't you just tell me?." I asked

"I don't know I just don't want to upset you by asking that's all." he said "Well why did you bring me to a cafe then?" I asked him "I just wanted to take you on a actual date somewhere other than my house." he said "Okay and now can you tell me that other thing please." I asked because I knew he'd give into my puppy eyes straight away as I made them at him "Well the project is due soon and I was just wondering if you felt ready to rehearse the ummm kiss on Wednesday?"

Oh right the kiss.