Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 23

The next day was well, the day we would practice the kiss. 

I mean I didn't promise to but there's a feeling inside of me saying he's tired of waiting but he still respects me. Which is very sweet. Me and my family did the usual morning routine. They dropped me off at school earlier than usual so there weren't many people. "Oh hey Hadley! I didn't know you go to school this early." I said. "Hi Sierra! It's actually nice to be here early because it's very peaceful and quiet." He said "For someone who likes talking and annoying people I didn't know you actually like quiet." I said which made us both laugh we stood their talking for a good ten minutes then Mandy came running up to me "Sieraaa tam asked me on a date." she squealed and then I squealed "Omg Mandy this is great I'm so happy for you." I said and we talked for another five then I saw Ramin "Hey tony over here" I yelled which made him chuckle "That was the one thing you decided to remember about me my fake Starbucks name." he said rolling his eyes and I nodded. Not long after me Hadley and Ramin entered the building since Mandy was waiting up for Tam. "Musical theatre right?" I asked "Wow she's learning Hadley." Ramin said "They grow up so fast." he said wiping a fake tear away. "Umm ram about the thing can we wait until we rehearse it at your house I just feel safer there?" I asked "Anything for you." he said which made my heart flutter a new exciting feeling I hadn't felt before.

"Not gonna lie that was sweet but it sounds weird." I said. "It sounded really weird. You're so annoying Ramin!" Hadley said then hit his head. "Are you trying to mock me?" I questioned and he started looking at the ceiling basically everywhere but me. "That's rude." I said. "Yeah Hadley, stop being so mean." Ramin said and slapped his arm. So I slap people a lot then. "You too? Everyone hates me." I said jokingly and did what I did best. Walk before them, it always makes them feel guilty like they did something. I still don't know why. "I should get going my class is that way." Hadley said pointing to the other direction. "Oh okay. Bye Hadley!" I said then we walked to musical theatre, we sang the song and marked all the movements to go with them apart from the hugs of course we could still hug which made me extremely happy "Sie when we get to mine umm do you want it to be me as the phantom or just Ramin?" he asked me which I understood what he meant " Well I'd prefer Ramin himself but you as the phantom either way I'd still be u know so but if Ramin could do it before we start rehearsal at his house that would be nice." what was I saying? I just told him to kiss me as himself what was I thinking? "Okay Sie." he said and we ran through the song a few more times The next class was math so we had to see that blonde girl again who we were also classmates for math. What was weird was that she kept distance from me and Ramin. Since Hadley was in front of us, we told him about what happened and he started mocking the girl. Though we had to keep our laughing silent. We basically had a discussion and had to answer a quiz. Next was chemistry so we had Tam in this class. He sat on the other seat beside me. "So you asked Mandy out?" I asked with a smile on my face then he nodded his head. "Omg that's so cuteeee!" I said then the teacher walked in. She reviewed us for our upcoming test on Friday yay fun. Then we had a break for lunch with every hour that passed. I got more and more nervous about after school. It pounded in my mind at lunch. It was all I could think about and in drama and then I was stood at my locker waiting for him. It was the end of the day already how? "Ready to go Sie?" he asked and I grabbed his hand and we exited the building together. We were now walking to his house. 

It felt like each step I take I get weaker. But his hand was there supporting me. "We're here." He said we got inside his house and to his living room. "So how do we do this, do we rehearse it or do umm it first?" I asked

"How about we do something fun first like bake or make hot chocolates? It might come more naturally to us" he suggested which was nice because I didn't want to force it either.'' Can we bake those cookies from last time they were amazing" I said and he led me to the kitchen. He gathered the ingredients and materials while I was finding the same recipe we used the other time. "Tada!" He said showing the ingredients and utensils that he prepared. "So let us begin." I said so we started adding the ingredients and mixing it. It didn't take much time in doing that though. We put them in the oven and I stepped outside