Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 84

 He carried me back to the room. He locked the door with a key. "We are not getting out of this room until we're okay with each other and you put this ring back on." He said "But Ram-" he cut me off. "I'll put the ring here. If you get it, it means that you can go but it means that we are still getting married when we are ready." He said "What if I don't want to wear it?" I asked him "If you don't we're not leaving this room." He said oh god how was I going to get out of this stupid room he had the key I wasn't going to wear a ring I wasn't worthy of their was a window but it looked locked as the latch was shut that means I have three options number one just put the ring on and go two beg him to let me leave or three flirt and seduce him until he lets me go and I knew I was not going to put that ring back on my disgusting hand Deep down inside me I knew that I still wanted to marry him. I don't think the seducing hurts when he's mad at me. So it's either I beg him or just put the dam ring on and leave. "I'm waiting Sierra." He said "Why don't you just go to that blonde girl and propose to her she'd probably be happier than me and you'd probably become happy. Because all I am is a cry baby and you always comfort me. You don't deserve someone who keeps on crying and being sad. You deserve to be happy." I shouted

 "I am happy sie can't you fucking see that every day when I wake up with you beside me I'm happy" he yelled mainly to get the point across "Ramin please just let me go I want you to live your life and not spend it looking after a weak pathetic underdog like my self go please go date Tiffany or whatever her name was the kissed you that one time and I'm not stupid I saw it grow when she sat on you in theatre I saw how she looked at you during her performance of the call with hadley now just let me go" I grovelled at his feet

"I'm not letting you go anytime." He said "You don't understand Ramin-" I tried to explain. "No you don't understand Sierra, can't you see that look on my face whenever you're happy or whenever we have fun doing god knows what." He said "Stop! Everything you do is fake! Nothing is real! I'm not supposed to be real! You don't understand how it feels like to be the disgrace disappointment of you own family because they love you." I shouted "Sierra-" "No you stop! They don't even count me as family anymore. I don't want you to do the same thing. You'll regret marrying me once you see how I'm really like." I shouted with tears flooding my eyes. "Sierra stop this madness" he said trying to calm me down "no you need to let me walk out that door or at least call the freaking blonde girl over here so I can prove my point at least do that one thing for me" I begged and he got his phone out and dialed her number His phone started ringing he placed it on speaker mode. "Hey baby!" She said "Britney can you come over here?" He said "Come over where?" She asked. "You know where." He said. "Oh okay, what are we gonna do there?" She asked and he ended the call. "See she even knows where we are!" I shouted and rolled my eyes now I really think that something is going on between them without me knowing. she even called him baby or was that just her being obnoxious and blonde I thought but still this would prove my point I still wondered if anything went on between them then why was I complaining I just wanted to go and leave a few minutes passed and the doorbell went and was hear now I'd find out why she was so flirty with him on our ponr day I stayed in the room with the cctv so I won't startle her and so that she'll act how she normally acts when he's around. 

I would have escaped by now but I really wanted to see why she acts like that around him is she with him secretly like when I had to stay in my room for months. When he opened the door the girl immediately wrapped her arms around his neck. He pulled her in for a hug but that's not what she wanted as her hands played with his hair like mine once did did he date her before me and she never gotten over him I thought as I watched carefully as she took her coat off to Reveal a really really short dress that showed off her boobs and legs this seemed like a thing she would so you know but why was I so bothered I just wanted to go surely I'd have missed the flight by now then she said something