Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 66

"What's the plan, is this where we are staying because if it is my dad would find us quickly." I said and started panicking. "Shhh.. we're gonna leave once I tell my parents okay. You can lock yourself in the guest room for a while. You need to take a nap." He said and I nodded my head "Ramin what is Sie-" His mom said "Long story, can she stay here for a bit." He asked "Yes yes sure the guest room is upstairs the last door to your left." She said then I ran to that room while he talked to them. I took a quick nap and felt someone gently kiss my head and my cheeks and my nose my eyelids fluttered open "hey" he whispered I just made a noise "sie I talked it over with my parents and they have a secluded cabin in the woods we'd go on holiday their all the time as kids that's where we're gonna stay" he said we "we?" I questioned "yeah you and me silly" he said "you mean you want to live with me why I'm a monster and a disgrace" I said to him he took my hand and sat on the bed "what have they done to that beautiful mind of yours" he said then placed a kiss on my forehead "but we need to go now baby your dads already looking for you it's only a matter of time" he said and scooped me out of bed

We got in the car and drove quickly out of Colorado . Once we were sure we were far they started driving at a regular pace. I fell asleep for most of the car ride. "Sierra, we're here baby." He said gently, shaking me awake. "When you said woods you really meant forest." I said looking at our surroundings. "Aren't they the same thing?" He asked. "I don't know my brain is still asleep." I said then let out a yawn. "Then I guess we should get you inside so that you can sleep." He said we got out the car and carried our stuff to the mansion? this wasn't a cabin it was more of a big house in the woods "lady's first" he said and opened the door I stepped inside it was like my dream home rustic yet modern with a homely touch to it it smelt of pine and the forest I set my bags down on the floor "ram it's beautiful" I said as he hugged me from behind he took my bags upstairs to the guest room because he wasn't sure if I wanted to sleep with him which was sweet the room was beautiful sheets of green the bed frame had been carved and their was a small bookshelf and fireplace "ram thank you " I said as he smiled at me and let me get changed

I changed into shorts and a sweater. I got on the bed and it was so soft and comfortable. I fell asleep as soon as my head reached the pillow.

 I woke up the few hours after that feeling someone was watching me. "Hey babe!" He said "Hi ram!" I said with a sleepy smile. "How was your nap?" He asked so I faced his direction. "It was good.. thank you for helping me.." I said "that's not a problem." He said with a smile. I sat up and stretched before getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen where i saw a platter of fruit and a blender omg he is so cute he came down stairs and I jumped on him cause if him to spin me around "you really like smoothies that much" he said and I nodded as he carried me over to the smoothie station and set me down on the floor I put in mine strawberries mango and passion fruit with some water and blended it and that was my breakfast ram chose to have apple mango and banana which was a good combination "cheers" I said clinking my glass with his and it felt so good running down my throat I hadn't had one of these in two months I'd forgotten how amazing they were after breakfast we cleaned up and ate the left over fruit on the chopping board "I haven't tasted that in two months." I said as I sat down. "You what? Did they starve you?" He asked "They didn't starve me. I just didn't want to eat and for some reason they banned me from fruit." I said "They banned you from fruit. That's stupid." He said "It's fine, I got used to it." I said. "What else did they do to you?" He asked "umm.. they kept calling me a slut a disgrace and a disappointment. My sisters acted mean when my dad is around but when he isn't they are back to normal it's like magic. Basically I was just locked in my room." I said "Anything else?" He pushed forward "well my dad hurt me in every way possible my mom helped me by bringing those adorable letters every day but my every day at dinner they'd call me slut whore slag they would talk about their relationships and go into detail then no one cared about me they still don't so that's why I started to cut and hurt myself and and and-" I sobbed I couldn't say anything else he wrapped me in a hug I was finally in his safe warm loving arms "shhhhh shhh baby it's ok it's ok now I'll protect you" he said cradling me

"Okay that's enough drama for now." I said wiping my tears away and sitting properly. I looked him in the eye and he looked so concerned. I didn't need his pity. "I'm okay, see I'm alive. You don't need to be worried about me." I said. "You wanted to kill yourself several times and I wasn't there to stop you or talk to you about it. I'm such a horrible bo-" I interrupted him. "It's not your fault it's mine you don't need to worry about me all the time baby." I said caressing his cheek. He gently got my hand and kissed the top of it where the promise ring was "I made a promise to you and I broke it" he said as I shuffled closer to him "honey you did all you could without getting me hurt or into more trouble please don't ever say that your horrible your everything that's right in the world in one hunk of a guy" I smiled and looked at the beautiful ring then back to his eyes full of whirlpools I stroked his cheek and looked down and smiled to myself .