Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 48

Now the round was on me I started to ask my first question "What is my middle name?" I asked them, I haven't told anyone that so good luck to them. "Christine?" Hadley questioned. "Majory?" Ramin answered. "Close but no." I said "Then what is your middle name then?" Ramin asked "Marjory." I said "How were we supposed to know that." Hadley asked and I just shrugged. They both took two shots and spun around. Hadley looked very dizzy but Ramin was still normal. "Ramin, what have you been drinking that you're still acting normal." I asked and he started looking guilty. "It might be water" he said "right that's cheating and even though you look incredibly hot  your punishment is to drink that whole bottle of gin that hadley brought" I said playing with his hair he went to go get it and poured me a glass and I giggled as he downed the whole bottle "how do you feel now babe" I asked once he put it down "shhhh" he whispered in my ear finally he was their and I think Hadley had to go in ten I don't know why people were leaving so early but I wasn't complaining "I think the games over now" I said and managed to re apply my lip gloss and I stood up I felt his eyes looking at me I had to do something but hadley was still in the room Hadley left not long after Ramin drank the whole bottle. I drank the cup he gave and knew that something tasted off. "Umm.. what's in this? This didn't taste like this earlier." I asked and looked at him. "Ramiiin, why did you place water in this? I guess now you have to drin-." I stopped when I looked at all the empty bottles. "You're so unfair." I said pouting.

Then I remembered something I ran to my bag I put it away because hadley and Mandy brought so much their it was thank Jesus ''ha I guess I'm just gonna have to drink this then aren't I" I said popping the lid off and reaching down to pick it up I walked over to him with it drinking "Ramin you can have some if you want me" I said as the bottle was half gone and I only had half left to go I felt giggly sexy but mainly like a massive tease was due for him "Can we just umm..." I said, wrapping my arms around his neck and started leaning in. He leaned in but realized what was happening. "Sierra, no." He said and now I was very disappointed. "Why not?" I asked. 

"I don't want to be away from you for a month and 3 weeks or even more." He said. "But Ramin..." I started tearing up. "No Sierra I'm sorry" he said he really was I drank more of the bottle and he took a sip "but Ramin I've been waiting for this all this time it's my birthday I've been needing you all month three weeks six hours and fifty two seconds Ramin please" I begged played with his hair looking in his eyes hoping he'd find his lust and desire "Sierra, we can't do it again. But I think we can kiss." He said that's not really what I wanted but maybe that's the closest I can get. "I thought you loved me.." I said removing my hands from his hair and moving to the other side of the sofa. "I do Sie i do-" he started "then show me Ramin show me I've longed for your touch your lips I want the bruises back on my neck I want them on my stomach my thighs I want you to feel me and moan and cry out my name in love I want to touch you and feel you I want you ram I do so so badly why won't you just take me" I said and inched closer to him on the sofa "I really thought you loved me " I sighed looking away from him

"I should probably go so I can stop ruining your night." I said as tears fell from my eyes. I walked to the door and felt an arm on my shoulder. "Don't get me wrong Sierra, I want to do it so badly. But I don't know how my parents found out. If we do it again they might not just separate us for weeks but maybe never see each other again ever. I'm sorry Sie." He said

"Ram I don't care if this is the last night that we get to spend together I want it to be in that way also I know how you have security in your house but its not even in your room so we can be together if this is our last night together I want to spend it showing you how much you mean to me but I don't know if I'm capable of such love just let me have you baby please" I begged  "have you made up your mind yet" I asked sadly knowing the sense was gonna be "You really want to do this?" He asked, I nodded my head with a smile on my face. He got my hand and led me to his room. "Ready?" He asked "Yep!" I said popping the p. He then took off his shirt and pulled my waist closer to him.

my breathing got heavy "you have no idea how long I've been wanting this'' i whispered then started kissing his ear all the way to his jawline down to his neck biting sucking nipping the flesh underneath trying to get every reaction possible from him I drowned my face in his neck but still no sound. How? I would be dying right now he pulled my head up and gave me one of those soft kisses that made me become possessed by him I almost fell on the floor, but he thinks fast. He turned me around and pushed me on the wall. Then aggressively smashed his lips on mine, I released a soft moan. I placed my hand on his chest and slowly pushed him away because I was out of breath. He didn't want to waste much time since he wrapped my thighs around his waist and pushed me to the wall again. He started kissing my neck softly trying not to leave any mark. "Ram I I told you I want the bruises'' I said out of breath being held up against the wall he kisses my neck harder more passionate than the last time I let out some whimpers he loves it when I do that "I think it's my turn now" I said as I turned us so that he was now against the wall We heard loud knocks on the main door. Ramin gently placed me down and looked out the window. He worriedly looked at me. 

"It's your dad." He said. "Shit!" I said. I started to panic but he seemed to have it all under control. He looked at me "No marks on your body and your hair is still clean." He said "what are we-'' he interrupted me. "Okay here's what you do. My closet connects to the restroom which has another door that leads to the hallway near the stairs. I need you to go through my closet and to the restroom and pretend your fixing yourself okay." He said pushing me to the closet. "How about you?" I asked him. "I'm gonna go put a shirt on and run to the door. Now go!" He said so I did.

 What the name in all that's holy just happened how difficult was it to have sex with my boyfriend god I went through his closet to the rest room where I just re applied my makeup and fixed my hair and checked my body I was ok but still worried about ramin what was going on downstairs I heard him throw all the bottles away and open the door shit this isn't gonna be easy is it Luckily nothing really happened yet so I still looked the same. I heard my dad look for me but Ramin said I was in the restroom so they both stayed on the sofa in their living room. I stayed in the restroom a bit longer. I double checked myself and once I deemed myself decent I went out of the restroom and into the living room. "Oh hi dad, what are you doing here." I said giving him a hug.

"You left your pillow at the house so I brought it over" he said in my head I wanted to kill him for what he just interrupted but I just smiled "thank you dad but ramin has spares you know that right?" I asked "yes darling it's just that this is your favourite pillow" he said he was right so I smiled again then gave ramin the look "is that everything mr boggess?" He asked and my dad nodded as I took the pillow and threw it into the spare room he had "thank you mr Boggess I'll have her home safe in the morning" Ramin said and the door shut and locked it.