Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 34

I stepped inside my house wanting so badly for ramin to be there with me( or for me to be at his house) but that didn't happen. I got some more water and a slice of leftover pizza and ate that "how was it Sierra" my mom asked me I couldn't tell her that you know who was their because she'd move states then I'd lose ramin forever "it was good everything went well"I told her "that's nice to hear now you should go up to bed your sisters are asleep so they won't bother you" she said and I took off my heels and went upstairs to my room I drifted off to sleep pretty quickly.

 I woke up in the middle of the night because my phone was ringing. "hello?" I asked pretty softly because I was still half asleep. "Hi Sie!" I heard someone say. "Ramin is that you?" I asked. "Yes it is Sie." He said laughing. "We're you already sleeping?" He asked. "Yeah." I said then let out a yawn and he laughed "what's so funny" I asked "look out of your window" he said "what have you done" I pondered "nothing just look out of your window" I carefully got out of bed and made my way to my window "okay now what" I asked "open it sie open the window" he said I was very confused but complied and opened the window.

 "okay now step back and close your eyes" he told me "Ramin this is very strange what are you planning" I asked "it's nothing just shut your eyes or it's not gonna work" he told me it sounded like his voice was outside my window but it was probably just how tired I was "I don't understand what you want me to do,I just want to go to sleep." I begged. "Why aren't you talking to me?" I asked and waited for his reply. "Ramin? Ramin? Are you okay?" I asked. "If you aren't there I'm gonna go back to bed." I said starting to get a bit annoyed. "Sie I told you close your eyes" he said "okay okay my eyes are shut" I told him "good now wait" I could swear it was like he was actually in the room with me his voice was so clear and I could even smell him but again it was probably the tiredness "can I open my eyes yet" I said holding onto the phone and the line went dead.

 "yeah you can" he said how did I hear him he just hung up the phone slowly I opened my eyes and he was stood their in my room I quietly ran and hugged him "how the hell did you get up here Spider-Man the walls"I whispered "no their was a ladder out back I carried to your window" he said back quietly "but what are you doing here" I asked overcome with joy

"Isn't my dad gonna get mad at you?" I asked. "He doesn't know so we have to keep quiet." He whispered. "I thought you don't want to break their trust?"I questioned. "Don't you want to be with me?" He asked. "Why?" I replied. "It's my birthday now." He said and my jaw dropped. "Ram I do but we can't it's to loud the walls are like paper I'm suprised no ones found you yet" I whispered "angel you know how much I love you" he said walking closer to me "I know rambear it's just did you really come all the way over here to fuck me" I asked "no honey I came all the way over hear to show you how much I love you" he whispered to me even though we had just said the same thing he had managed to make it sound ten times as sweet and romantic than I did.

 "ramin I love you it's just to dangerous in my house their are too many people" I said with a somber tone "Ramin, I'm sorry but you shouldn't be here." I said hoping he'd understand. "But I want to be here." He said and pulling me by my waist. "Ram, my parents would kill us." I said but he didn't seem to care. "Oh yeah, you have a point." He said .

"but.." he added "Ramin, please.. I love you soo much and I know the age of consent here is seventeen  but I don't know if I'm ready for this and I'm sure if anyone heard us they would murder you and maybe even me." I explained "Babe please try understand I love you I love you so much I know you love me you literally broke into my house to see me but we can't do this not here anyways I prefer you to be alive" I sighed knowing what I wanted to happen was wrong and would get us both killed "baby it's ok I'll wait for you it's just your so god damn attractive" he laughed softly which made me giggle "I'll come and see you tomorrow" I said which got him excited I didn't know why though it was just a visit "can I at least have a birthday kiss" he asked and I couldn't deny him that so i pushed my lips against his and he kissed back harder with more passion than I have ever experienced we kissed for a long time until we had to pull apart for air 

"I love you" I said as he slipped back out of the window and winked at me that kiss was so different it left me begging for more but it was wrong we're too young for that right? I thought as I crawled beneath the sheets and fell back asleep.