Let it hurt Let it bleed

Chapter 38

I walked up in awe of what we had just done I know I keep thinking about it but it made my head swirl and heart flutter his kisses meant more to me now than ever before i flopped on my bed rubbing my neck and smiling like an idiot but I couldn't help it I was just so happy I couldn't wipe the smile off my face then my older sister summer entered my room "wheres Allegra?" I asked "she's out with some friends'' summer stated simply "oh right" I got up and started humming a song whilst sitting on my vanity brushing my hair out "what's gotten into you" she asked "Me and Ramin got our grades for one of the projects and we got a very high score." I said which was also true so I'm technically not lying. "Oh that's good." She said. "So what's new in the life of Summer." I asked turning my chair to face her. "Well, schools going great, my friends are still the same but there is this one guy." She said looking all dreamy. "Really? Tell me about him." I said excitedly. "I'll tell you when Allegra is here because she also tried to ask me about it." She said. "Based on the look in your eyes, I think you're in love." I teased. "Oh shut up Sierra!" She complained. "Oh so she's defensive now." I said then laughed. "Okay then you tell me why you're actually so happy because grades don't get you humming a song" she said defensively shit I mean I'd rather tell summer than Allegra because at least summer kept our secrets while Allegra was just too little to understand this one "Sierra I'm waiting" she said impatiently I didn't know how to tell her It was late and my parents were sleeping so I wouldn't get in that much trouble ok here goes nothing I took a makeup wipe from the packet and moved it closer to my neck.

"Oh my god. Did you? Oh my god." Was her reaction so I just nodded my head. "We're you okay with it, was he okay with it?" She asked and once again I nodded my head. "Should I be happy or scared?" I asked "Honestly I don't know because I'm still in shock." She said going closer to me and trying to touch it. "Does it hurt?" She asked. "Kinda but not really." I said

 "Summer it was the most amazing thing in the world he was so kind so gentle so hot very very hot and sexy that as well he's the best person and his kisses light me on fire it was the best feeling getting to be with him in that way" I said holding his jumper into my chest "Sierra you went all the way?!" She asked "yes we did and it felt amazing" I sighed and fell onto my bed "does mom and dad know" she asked "no and let's keep it that way" I told her my mind still seeing him shirtless and I could feel his touches "Sierra their gonna kill you" she said "let them I don't care just Please don't let Allegra know about this." I begged her and she nodded her head. "Your secret is safe with me little sis." She said with a smile. "Thank you!" I said and gave her a hug. "Do you really think they are gonna kill me?" I asked.

 "I'm not really sure, our parents are full of surprises. The fact that they allowed you two to kiss and hang out almost everyday. So basically I'm not really sure." She said. "Do you think they will find out?" I asked her suddenly getting nervous."They won't find out unless you get pregnant god forbid. I mean maybe when you're older but not now." She said and I agreed. "I still can't believe you did it" she said and I blushed "awww did little Sierra enjoy having a big stwong man" she said "shut up" I told her "anyways what's this guys name that you are in love with" I asked her "Brian he's so kind and sweet and like the perfect boyfriend" she covered her mouth "boyfriend!! how long have you been hiding this from us" I asked with excitement "two months" she said "what how do mom and dad not know already" I said "I just haven't told them yet I guess" she stated "I'll keep your secret if you keep mine" I said and held out my pinkie and we pinky swore so there was no turning back now. "So our lips are sealed." I said "Well, I guess I better get going." She said. "Okay, good night Summer!" I said. "Good night Sierra love you!" She said. "Love you too!" I replied then she went out the door and turned off the lights. I got comfortable under my blankets. Not long after that I drifted off to sleep.