TART The Sequel (TART 4)

H u r t

I am a disgrace

I had no idea it was Todoroki's birthday until I came across a drawing of him on IG, but by then it was already the evening and I had to study for my Spanish test :(

I HATE MYSELF ALCHALXJLZ AHHHHH IM SO SORRY TODOROKI

I made like 3 tiny sketches of him and I tried to make a digital drawing for his birthday, but I spent over an hour JUST tracing the lines (since I imported a photo of one of my sketches and decided to color that) and it was just taking too long

So I'll have to post it on Wednesday instead 😞 I guess I can never finish drawings for characters' birthdays-

Anywho, I'm kinda stressed because I have three different tests this week and I'm struggling on all three topics lmaooo

I'm about ready to give up on Spanish, apparently I'm supposed to know how to write sentences for my test tomorrow and I have absolutely no clue how to write a single sentence (except "my name is Kaitlin" or something akshljsl)

I have a science test on Friday, but it's about wireless communication and the technology side of science is NOT my strong suit :)))) I UNDERSTAND ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AKSJASKL and it hurts to do bad in a class I like so much 😔

And lastly I have sort of a math test on Wednesday, but now I'm worried because my math class went so horribly today :) I've been super quick with my work and understood everything fast in every single class this year, EXCEPT FOR TODAY

Everything sounded like enchantment table, it's not any more understandable in my math book, and that was my last math class until my test thing so I don't know what I'm gonna do :)

AND NOW I FEEL EXTRA EMOTIONAL BECAUSE I JUST FINISHED THE PROMISED NEVERLAND AND AHHHHHHHWSLSKQLALLSLAAL

I WOULD DIE FOR NORMAN AND PHIL

ACTUALLY, I WOULD DIE FOR ALL OF THEM

THEY'RE JUST KIDS 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I haven't cried this much in a long time :) I came to an episode that absolutely destroyed me yesterday, I cried continuously throughout the entire episode and then I continued to sob afterwards when I spoke about it with Hannah :) And now I'm broken and I don't think I will ever fully heal from this :)

The Promised Neverland was legit a masterpiece, I gave it a 10/10 and it damn right deserves it

I felt so many emotions 😭😭 Mostly sadness now that I've finished it- IT LEFT ME SO UNREASONABLY EMOTIONAL, HELP

I seriously can't describe my pain with words, I have a never ending ache in my chest and I'm suffering and IM NOT DRAMATIC AT ALL ALJXLKS

Ok I'm seriously not exaggerating when I say that I'm extremely sad right now and my chest is physically hurting 😂 My heart broke yesterday and I'm still healing 😔👉👈

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