TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Jacob = <3 ?

The title tho lmao

I had a rough night lol

Sleeping has been more difficult lately but it was really bad last night T_T And of course I always get worried when that happens, because the first sign that I'm not doing ok is always that my sleep gets affected

So of course I started worrying and panicking and racking my brain over what could possibly be wrong with me :') Still not sure what's going on in my head but hopefully it's better now XD

To make matters worse, last night was the one night my sister decided to stay up all night and play video games with her online friends so I heard her talk all night long and that was keeping me awake

I usually get extremely emotional right before I get my period but I was completely apathetic this time and it was really weird and confusing

Apparently it was just delayed :'))))

It hit me last night :')))))))))

So yeah, I kinda just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry and it got so bad that I had to put on The Princess and The Frog to calm me down ;-; (have I mentioned that I can quote more or else the whole movie? :D)

I finally managed to fall asleep some time between 3 and 4 a.m. and I think I woke up again at around 7 a.m. :')

I hope that tonight won't be as rough TwT There's nothing lonelier than being sad at night

I was still feeling awful when I woke up so I had a quick cry in the bathroom before I faced my family this morning lol so hopefully that helped XD Sometimes things just build up and I need a good cry to feel better again lol

Besides the rough night lol, yesterday was a great day! I was really happy because I had worked on a Copic drawing, worked on my mom's acrylic painting and completed another inktober drawing so it was an extremely productive day, and nothing makes me happier than spending my time drawing

I even drew some more on procreate when I went to my room last night

I drew a little bit more today but not that much :P I had to work on the voiceover and edit my yt video, plus I had to run to the store to buy white paint and two pens

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My sister is having another sleepover with her friends tonight so we couldn't watch OUAT together

So my mom and I finished Twilight together :D I got to see the baseball scene so that made me happy lolol

We also watched the second Twilight movie together (can't remember what it's called lol)

And I don't know how to say this

But

*deep breath*

I KINDA SHIP BELLA AND JACOB

ALSJALSJAA

I'm sorry but I alway think that Edward's such a dick in the second movie :/ HE LEFT BELLA

And I know he meant well and just wanted to protect her but THAT WASN'T HIS DECISION TO MAKE

Stupid emo little-

I hate watching Bella be so heartbroken T_T

And Jacob's an actual sweetheart in that movie 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I CANT HELP THAT I KINDA LOVE HIM AND MY HEART BREAKS FOR HIM 😭😭😭

I don't really feel all that much chemistry between Bella and Edward in the first two movies tbh... But you get to watch Jacob fall in love (tho I think he's kinda had a thing for her from the start lol) and we get to watch them get closer and bond and it's lowkey the cutest thing and MY HEART BREAKS FOR HIM AKXHAPSJ

I'll watch the third movie with my mom but I think I'm finally gonna make myself watch the rest of the movies as well! :D I haven't seen them because I don't watch movies alone and I know there's one or two sex scenes in those movies and I don't wanna watch them with my mom lmao

Ngl, I really wanna read the books-

I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT JACOB BEING HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO'S IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE ALSJALSSKJF

Has anyone else seen Twilight a million times? XD I've seen it more times than I'm proud of and I'm not even a huge fan of Twilight, I just have this strange urge/need to watch it again and again

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I found a surprise in Animal Crossing yesterday lol

I found a flower that I've never seen before (Lily of the Valley) and I was so confused so I googled it, and apparently one of those flowers grow on you island each week your island has a 5 star rating

Bruh

I didn't even know my island had a 5 star rating

That was a pleasant surprise XD My island still looks awful tho-

The last few times I've watched Harry Potter with my family, I've been wrapped up in a blanket and Misty's been climbing into my lap and sleeping under the blanket and it's the cutest thing

She doesn't like sleeping in people's laps otherwise though so I was so happy when this happened yesterday

I was just playing Among Us and suddenly I felt someone climbing in my lap

Another pleasant surprise lol