TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Me? A Master of Monopoly?

^ cocky Kate is back if you couldn't tell by the title XD

I've spent all morning baking :D

We have rhubarb growing by our house every year but we always forget to grab and use it, but we actually remembered this year lol

So I've been cutting up rhubarb all weekend long, and we've been trying different recipes >w< We've tried rhubarb muffins and a rhubarb cake, and we're probably gonna try to bake a rhubarb pie as well :D

We still had lots of rhubarb left so I baked some more rhubarb muffins and I even doubled the portion, and we still have sooo much rhubarb left lmao

I'm not proud over how much time I spent baking this morning lolol but the point is that I did it and the muffins came out fine and the kitchen is in one piece! XD

T and Amalie came to my house today, and T had baked brownies which I'm convinced must've been weed brownies because I acted like a crackhead afterwards lmao

I haven't hung out with just the two of them in forever, so it was really nice to just be with them today ╰(*'︶'*)╯♡ I like being with the others as well, I just don't really talk a lot so it can get really exhausting or boring (or scary) for me lol so it was really nice to ramble and sing and be weird today! XD

I haven't let out my inner bitch in a long time so it came out while we were playing cards and monopoly lololol I'm sorry Amalie and T OvO

I get so cocky and I'm just like "suck it, bitch" but in my defense, I'm really just joking (most of the time) XDD

We were playing the card game "President" and between rounds while we're shuffling the cards, we have a rule that if anyone answers a question by the loser, the two players switch roles and the one who answered becomes the loser

I left to use the bathroom and I passed Athena on my way

I was the president and Amalie was the loser

So a part of me died when I came back to the room and Amalie asked me if I cuddled with Athena and I actually answered XD Bringing my dog into this was dirty!! T^T 😂

I crushed the two of them in Monopoly and it started getting boring because I was doing way too well and I was rich lmao, so I struck a deal with Amalie

I offered her a card and about 2500 Monopoly money I think, in return for three of her cards because I kinda wanted her to get a little rich and start building houses and stuff so I could actually have some competition lol

The moment I give her all the money, she turns to T and asks if they could combine everything they own and play as one person

So that was a little frustrating 😂 They had all the best properties and I had just given them a butt ton of money, so they could have crushed me =3=

But luckily we ended before we actually finished the game lol and we all agreed that I was the winner since T had technically gone bankrupt because of me twice but I wanted her to stay in the game so I let her get away with it, I even donated some money XD

Then we just spoke together for the remainder of the time and it was really nice ╰(*'︶'*)╯♡ We started talking about self esteem and I was explaining how my mindset has really changed and I've been thinking way more positively and they were really proud of me so that made me happy lol

I'd still say that my self esteem is pretty low lmao, but I've worked really hard on addressing and changing my mindset because if I think negatively, I'm obviously gonna feel negatively, and I don't want that so I've been trying to change the way that I talk to myself XD

I'm working on that "I don't give a fuck" mindset lol 👌

We also talked about the party Amalie's gonna throw and I'm not as nervous about it anymore, I'm actually kinda looking forward to it now XD My aim is to get drunk enough to be able to tell people that I've been drunk, but not be too drunk lol

I'm really hoping that I won't have a bad hangover >_< Now I'm just kinda torn because I wanna be honest with my parents and I'm pretty sure they've gone through enough hangovers in their life to be able to recognize one lmao, but I don't want to tarnish their view on me T_T AndIReallyDon'tWantThemToSeeMeDrunk

I'm kinda hoping I write something weird here while I'm drunk 😂 I'm probably gonna delete my other social media though because I'm taking no risks! >_< Lol (I wish I could delete Messages off my phone so I don't drunk-text a family member lmfao)

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I was asked by one of the newspapers/news websites in town to be interviewed T_T

I've already been interviewed by different people there two or three times before, why do that want to interview me again? ;-; I don't wanna be interviewedddd

He's probably gonna ask to take a photo of me afterwards and that's the worst part 😭😭😭

I really wanted to say no but my mom kept saying that it'll help get my art out there and it'll be good practice for me so I accepted it but now I'm really nervous >_< I SHOULD'VE SAID NOOOOO

Ok last thing: I still don't have marker paper so I think I'm just gonna have to make some digital art so I have something to post on instagram this week >_< I've finished the sketch of Rem and Ram, I'm almost finished with Emilia, but I can't finish them digitally because I'm determined to draw them on paper lol

So i need to make a new drawing that I can actually complete digitally, so I'm thinking of making a "meet the artist" drawing that I can actually voice over and upload to youtube :D Ever since I mentioned that I wanted to do that in one of my videos, I've been planning it out and coming up with ideas and I can't stop thinking about it so I think I'm just gonna go through with it, even if I'm not exactly popular on youtube so it doesn't make a lot of sense to be making a video like that yet lol

I spent a long time searching for a meme to show you guys and I gave up so this is gonna have to be good enough 😔✌️

Ok I hope you guys have a good day/night ╰(*'︶'*)╯♡