(This first part was written yesterday)
arE YOU KIDDING ME
APPARENTLY MAIL DOESN'T ARRIVE ON TUESDAYS OR THURSDAYS HERE
SO MY ONLY HOPE IS THAT THE PAPER WILL ARRIVE TOMORROW OR ON FRIDAY OR I'LL HAVE TO GO YET ANOTHER WEEK WITHOUT PAPER
AND THIS ISNT BECAUSE OF COVID, ACCORDING TO MY MOM THIS WAS DECIDED BEFORE THE LOCKDOWN WHICH MAKES ME EVEN MORE MAD
WHO'S IDEA WAS THIS? WHO DO I NEED TO STRANGLE?!?!
At this point I might as well fly to England and get the damn paper myself
I'm gonna go crazy long before the paper arrives :))))))
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Ok present Kate here and MY PAPER ARRIVEDDDD HALLELUJAH
My mom picked it up on her way home from work so the moment she walked through the door I asked if it was here yet, and she legit said "sorry, I got a message about how the package had gotten lost and we need to order it again"
I just stood there for a moment speechless before saying "that's not funny" and she showed me the paper
I nearly had a heart attack XD THANK GOD ITS FINALLY HEREEEE
I went through so many emotions today lol
Athena threw up at 5 a.m. so I woke up to my parents wandering around the house and MY DAD IS ACTUALLY INCAPABLE OF BEING QUIET SO I COULDN'T FALL BACK ASLEEP UNTIL 7 A.M.-ISH AND I WAS GETTING SO MAD
When my parents are sleeping, I tip toe around the house and barely make any noise - same with my sister, and my mom is pretty quiet as well
My dad fears nothing
All I heard was him walking back and forth, opening every door in the house a million times, talking loudly to my mom and akshakbwdl I WAS ABOUT TO SNAP
Then I finished Final Fantasy 15...
Did I mention that Hannah's been warning me for a year about how sad it is? :))))
I underestimated it
She was in the room with me while I was going through the last cut scenes...
The tears just kinda peacefully, slowly ran down at first
But oh boy
FF15 SPOILER WARNING
Long story short, you play as Noctis who is the king of kings and he has to sacrifice himself at the very end of the game
So I was crying quietly as he was dying
The screen goes black
At the very start of the game, there's a cut scene of Noctis starting off on his journey with his three friends and the car breaks down and they have to push it the entire way to their destination, so the first thing you do is push that car
They were just joking around the whole time and it was a pretty happy moment
After Noctis died and the game ended, the screen went black and you could hear their conversation from when they were pushing the car together in the beginning of the game
I fucking broke and started sobbing and Hannah was also crying at that point
I was such a mess 😂
I broke again when you saw Noctis (dead) reunite with who would've been his wife (Luna - also dead) and they're sitting on the throne together, and they kiss alshalsjals AND THEN THE CAMERA PANS IN ON A PHOTO NOCTIS WAS HOLDING ONTO OF HIM WITH HIS THREE FRIENDS ALSJAJAB I AM BROKEN
