I forgot to write this in my last chapter fml
Hannah and I baked brownies as a belated Mother's Day gift and there was a lot of powdered sugar on top
We all had a slice, and at some point I breathed in the powdered sugar and started coughing and my mom said something about me snorting strange white powder
And I just sat there for a moment before saying "what the fuck" lmao
My parents and I then got into a long discussion about drugs, and my dad started telling stories about his high friends 😂
What a beautiful conversation lol
I STILL CAN'T GET OVER THAT ONE STORY MY DAD TOLD ME
About how he's never been able to say "I love you" to anyone (which says a lot because he's dated A LOT of girls lol), but he couldn't stand being so far away from my mom and he drunk called her and that was the first time he ever said "I love you" to anyone 🥺🥺😭😭💞💞
MY HEART
My parents are the whole reason why I believe in soulmates 😂
I mean, come on, THEY BOUGHT THE EXACT SAME CHRISTMAS GIFT FOR EACH OTHER ONE YEAR XD
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I said in my dream last night "there's a thing called a people-hangover" and why is that the truest thing I've ever said 😂😂 I literally laughed out loud after I woke up because that was the most genius thing I've ever thought about
It be like that tho, I hang out with a certain person or too many people one day and I literally feel people-hungover the next day and just need to be alone and rest 😂
I'm pretty much as introverted as you can get lol
For that huge science project at school, everyone was making groups and working together but we're only allowed to be up to three people in a group
JT and B decided to work together and B said that they should get Mark to join, but then JT said that I would be alone
So I told them that I actually already had the entire project planned out in my mind and that I'd prefer to work alone
JT then said that I'm a lone wolf and... the truth hurts 😂😂
She then said, "you can work in a pact, but you work best alone"
Yep, that sounds like me 😭😭 Why am I such a loner lol
There's a difference between being alone and being lonely though (=ﾟωﾟ)ﾉ I value my alone time way too much 🤣
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Within my first 10 minutes of being at school, I already had to witness a discussion about kinks 🤦♀️
I had to tune out lmao but JT and B were talking about getting choked 🤦♀️
It was dead silent in the classroom and JT just went "DON'T YOU JUST LOVE BEING CHOKED"
And then they started asking for my opinion and I was like wtf??? 😂 MY POOR VIRGIN EARS
Hearing them talk made me think about something though
AM I TOO MUCH OF A GOOD GIRL? AM I BORING?! DO I NEED A REBEL PHASE?! 😭😭
I never had a rebellious teenage phase lmao, even my sister went through a phase where she just wanted to be alone in her room, wear black clothes and listen to depressing music
The most rebellious thing I've done was steal Mal's parents' alcohol with my friends but we all took like two sips and chickened out and put it back 😂 (I'm too weak, I wasn't born to be an alcoholic 😩🤢)
