TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Rem > Emilia

I dreamt that I was freaking out because I was turning 18 in a month so I woke up and I was so confused and I might've panicked a little bit because I was like "I'm almost an adult??!!??!" and then I remembered that it's June and I just turned 17 🤣

It took me way longer to realize that than I'm proud of lmao

I told my mom about this and she asked "what's so scary about turning 18?"

So I went, "I'll be an adult!"

"Only on paper 🤷‍♀️"

I'm gonna live by this mindset for the rest of my life 😂👌

"Kaitlin you can't do that, you're an adult!"

"Only on paper!"

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I was watching a youtube video last night and I accidentally snorted lol

It was a video by TheAnimeMan and I usually always watch his videos because he's really funny but there was a video I had forgotten to watch, and he was explaining the history of hentai XD

He said "while the US was going through the Great Depression, Japan was going through the Great Erection" and it caught me so off guard and I legit snorted so loud and had to cover my mouth and hide my face in my pillow to contain my laughter in the middle of the night

Speaking of youtube videos, Pewdiepie tearing up because of his fans is the most wholesome thing ever 🥺🥺🥺💞💞💞

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I just accidentally read an entire blog about why Re:Zero is a masterpiece

And then it was ruined by stating that Emilia is best girl at the end XD

I've never hated a character as much as I hate Emilia, it's really unreasonable at this point but I CAN'T HELP IT

I can't stand characters that are worshipped for their kindness =3=

There's always that one character in anime that everyone loves because "they're so nice" and it annoys me to no end because it's as if they have no flaws and are willing to do anything for anyone and that's obviously not realistic 🤦‍♀️ (unless they actually have a genuine reason for being that way)

Would you guys die for a stranger? I know I wouldn't, and I think we can all agree that most people on this planet wouldn't 😂

I love when we get to see the more greedy and ugly sides in characters because that just makes them so much more realistic and relatable AND THEY'RE SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING THEN

Also, don't hate me for this, but rather than watching characters die for others and in their last moments saying something corny and heroic, I'd actually love to watch a character be scared of dying

Realistically, if we were chosen to be some kind of hero, a lot of us want to keep living. We have dreams and goals and loved ones and not all of us are willing to give that up. So I'd love to see characters be afraid of dying, and crying in their last moments and maybe saying something like "I wanted to see *insert name* one last time" or "I don't want to die" (but that's probably because that would absolutely crush my heart and I kinda like the emotional pain OvO)

Like in Infinity War, when Peter was "dying" and kept saying "I don't want to go", that fucking broke me, I've never cried so much in my life but I kinda love it 😂

Is a realistic, flawed hero too much to ask for? XD I want a really greedy, selfish, awful character to become "the chosen one" and have to save the world or something lmao, or a character who's weak and afraid and just wants to live a normal life COME ON THAT WOULD BE SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING, I WANNA WATCH THIS DOUCHY, SELFISH CHARACTER DEVELOP INTO A REAL HERO ALAJSNJALS

I really went off topic now lmfao I'm sorry OvO

Anywho, Emilia is that one basic anime girl that people love because "she's so nice" and that annoys the hell out of me when SUBARU CAN'T EVEN SEE WHO'S OBVIOUSLY BETTER FOR HIM LAJSLAKAJD

If anyone has any facts that can make me like Emilia, that would be great because I don't want to hate her XD I heard that she's been alone pretty much her entire life and has always been a misfit so that makes me like her a little more, Subaru's unreasonable and unrealistic love for her because "she's pretty" and because "she's nice" is what makes me hate her the most 😂 Come on, is there nothing else interesting about her? Nothing else to fall in love with? She's pretty and she's a little kind, that's all you need?! This is so annoying when Subaru has a literal angel in love with him and he chooses Emilia BECAUSE SHE'S "PRETTY AND NICE"?!

I actually started re-watching Re:Zero last night (because I want to re-watch it before the second season starts airing) and I forgot how much I love it >~< I seriously recommend it so much!! Please watch it lol

I'm working on some Re:Zero fanart to hype up the second season but it's killing me because I'm all out of marker paper, I'm just waiting for some more to arrive in the mail but until then I can't draw on paper and it's driving me insane!! T_T I've already made a sketch of Ram and one of Rem, now I'm gonna do Emilia and maybe Felt or Beatrice :D

I don't know how I'm gonna survive without marker paper, I hope it arrives soon 😭😭😭

I looked up while writing this chapter and I saw this:

Here's a rainbow for good luck for you guys <3 XD