TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Skrrt Skrrt

I've been drawing all weekend long so I think it's safe to say that I'm ok again :D 🤣

Not that I wasn't ok before lol, my anxiety levels were just pretty high and my confidence was pretty low but I think it's back to normal now 👌

I've mentioned this before but my mind is a very cluttered and confusing place so I often don't even know what I'm feeling or if I'm really doing ok, but I've learned that if my sleep gets fucked (can't sleep, waking up a million times throughout the night, nightmares or sleep paralysis) or if I can't get myself to draw, those are very clear signs that I'm not doing so well XD

I'm also singing, doodling and being goofy again so things are going better XDD That sounds kinda depressing lol

But yeah, I'm working on a draw-it-again challenge so I worked on that for a few hours yesterday and today, and then I made some sketches of one of my original characters that I haven't drawn in years (Stefan from "Zodiac High: The Fallen Stars", aka the Scorpio lol)

And then I got a million ideas for drawings I could make of him and Penny (the Pisces of the story) and I was getting so excited lolol

I've also been making some plans because I'm thinking of starting up my own Patreon! :D It would be nice for people to support me (with money lol) while I can actually give them something back, so now I'm pumped up for that! XD

I also added my newest drawing to RedBubble :333 So now I have 8 designs on RedBubble! :D

Anywho lol, we had another girl's night last night! 🥰 I swear, it sounds like a party every time because we always play loud music with the windows open, screaming our lungs out to the lyrics and we just get so loud XD I swear, we sound more drunk when we're sober 😂

We ran out of soda and everyone wanted more so we walked to the store at 9:30 p.m. and we were so loud the entire way to and from, I swear it sounded like we had been drinking XDD

So yeah, that was fun lol

I was gonna write about a painful experience but I don't think the boys here want to hear about it lololol

Also, I don't know what happened but my arm has been hurting all day?? It got pretty bad last night, but it was at its worse when I came home today

I seriously could barely move my arm because it hurt so bad ;w; I don't know why though

I'm just praying it won't hurt tomorrow, because I start the week off with PE :') 😂

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Today was an interesting day XD

My friends and I met up at a cafe together and I'm surprised we didn't get kicked out lol

We changed each other's names on snapchat and now I'm gonna be confused whenever I get a snap from any of them 😂 My favorite is R who is now called "Rolf", so I called H "Rolf's BF" and then I called H's best friend "Rolf's BF's BF" XD

Now the majority of them have guy names on Snapchat and emojis like "🥵" behind, it's gonna look like I talk with a bunch of guys lmaooo

Our messenger group is literally called "nice cock" lol

Apparently it's a Tik Tok meme or something?? And now it's an inside joke between my friends and I, so now I keep doing the "👉👈" hand gesture and saying "skrrt skrrt" and "nice cock" 😭😂😂

I'm so scared of accidentally saying "nice cock" in front of my parents XDD

Two guys from my old class walked past us right when I said (loudly) "I sent you guys a photo of a cock", I hope they didn't hear me lololol

That's a lot of beautiful cocks

I also came to the conclusion that I have to draw a shy, innocent, cute, blushing anime girl doing the "👉👈" thing, saying "nice cock" and we have to get the design on a hoodie or a t-shirt and we all have to wear it :D

So yeah lol, it was an eventful day 😂

I apologize deeply for everyone that read this chapter, I'm aware of how weird it is :))

I debated to call this chapter "nice cock" but I don't wanna scare people away or get in trouble with wattpad lmaooo