(I have a different, happier part coming tonight lol, I'll probably delete this after a while >_< I just wanna get this off my chest)
I'm so mad right now
It was my first day back at school and Mal has already started up more drama between us
You guys remember that I sent Mal a message that basically told her that I don't hate her and I want her to be happy but it won't be with me?
She's been telling people that I called her a psychopath but deleted the message
So much for trying to end our feud -_-
All of a sudden she was going around the classroom talking about how she was accused of being a psychopath and B asked for more info, but Mal just nodded her head towards me (I'm not stupid lmfao I saw that)
I just figured that she didn't want to talk about it in front of me
I didn't think it was ABOUT ME
I walked with JT out of the classroom and we passed Mal, B and Mal's friend, and JT leaned towards me and said "that's backtalking"
So I asked who Mal was talking about, and JT said "you"
Alrighty then
THAT MESSAGE I SENT TO HER WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE END OF IT
THAT'S WHY I SENT THE FUCKING MESSAGE IN THE FIRST PLACE
YOU GUYS WANNA SEE WHAT I SENT TO HER?!
Here's the direct translation, so the English is kinda wonky lol but you get my point XD
Apparently she didn't get the memo
You want some extra proof? Here you go, here's the real fucking message, and it's the ONLY message between us
I want absolutely nothing to do with her, why can't she understand that? I just want to move on. I'm so done with all this drama
And now she's going around telling everyone she knows that I send her ugly messages (which obviously isn't true, the only message I've sent to her since before we stopped being friends was that message I showed you guys above)
The worst part is that I can't say anything against it either because I'll only be fueling the flames, and for the love of god, all I want is to survive these last few weeks before I disappear from this town. That's all I'm asking for
I actually showed that message to JT to show that I genuinely don't want drama and I just want to move on, and she said that it was a very mature thing for me to do and that I should send it to B to show her that Mal is lying
I would, but again, I'd just be fueling the flames, so I'm just gonna let B and whoever else believes Mal keep believing it. I don't care
I didn't write this in that one chapter when she came to my house to drop off that letter, but I truly believe that she did NOT do that out of the "goodness in her heart". I think she did that so she could tell everyone about how much she misses me and what lengths she would go through to let me know. And she knew damn well that I wouldn't accept the letter, which automatically makes me look like the villain, and she's scored more victim points
Im trying my best to take the high road but she's making it so fucking hard because I can't even defend myself right now
Is she really gonna keep going out of her way to make me miserable?
Also, the whole psychopath thing also makes her gain more sympathy points, which is why she made such a big deal about it at school and told everyone about it
And I was doing such a good job at ignoring her today and minding my own business... I was so proud of myself, especially considering the fact that she's been all over my "friends" all day long :( And then she pulls this bullshit
What in the world made her hate me this much?
Like, I was heartbroken after everything that went down last fall but I NEVER went out of my way to spread rumors, play the victim and gain sympathy points or try to make her suffer
She keeps manipulating everyone around her and they're all stupid enough to fall for it