TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Sorry Boys

(IF ANY OF YOU HAVE READ THE "MY HERO ACADEMIA" MANGA AND KNOW WHAT SPOILER IM REFERRING TO, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, PLEASE DON'T TELL ME ANY MORE ABOUT IT XD)

I was freaking out so much while I was watching My Hero Academia last night because I thought I was nearing the big spoiler

So I saved the last two episodes for today so I wouldn't stay up crying all night long, and I was seriously so anxious because I kept thinking of how sad the last episode must be

Me: *nearly goes into cardiac arrest because of MHA*

Me: *watches pewdiepie video to calm down*

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I just finished season 4, so I'm all caught up on the anime

I don't know if I'm more disappointed or relieved lmao

I'm relieved because I didn't need to bawl my eyes out, but I'm also raging mad because I HAD THE MANGA SPOILED FOR ME

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

At least if it was a spoiler from season 4 it would be a little understandable, but when you're reading the manga and all the anime-watchers obviously haven't come that far, I kinda fucking expect you to keep your mouth shut

OR AT LEAST HAVE A SPOILER WARNING

IM SO MAD

Season 4 ends at chapter 190 and I think there's about 260 chapters

I have no clue when that spoiler happens, but if it's something from really far into the manga and I already know about it, I'm gonna be really fucking mad

THIS SOUNDS LIKE THE BIGGEST THING THAT COULD'VE POSSIBLY BEEN SPOILED IN THE ENTIRE SERIES, AND THE CHARACTER INVOLVED MEANS A FUCK TON TO ME

IM SO MADDDD

I couldn't even properly enjoy season 4 because that spoiler was CONSTANTLY in the back of my mind and the farther into the show I came, the more anxiety bubbled up inside me

If any of you know this spoiler (or any MHA spoilers, really), I only know WHAT happens, I don't know the "why", "how" or the "when", so for the love of god, please don't tell me T_T

To the person on Twitter who wrote about that spoiler with no warning whatsoever: there's a designated spot for you in hell 🙂🖕

ARGHHH IM SO MAD

AT THS POINT I JUST WANT TO REACH THE SPOILER ALREADY SO I CAN STOP PANICKING AND THINKING ABOUT IT

Me: *debates to read MHA manga*

Me: *puts laptop away to give myself a break from MHA*

Me: *scrolls through instagram for 5 minutes*

Me: *grabs laptop and starts reading MHA*

No regrets

I just need to teach myself to get that spoiler out of my head and enjoy the manga :')

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THANK GOD

Amalie and T offered to go with me when I meet up with P to give him his commission XD

Tbh I have kinda mixed feelings about him

Like, he's been a good friend and he hasn't done anything to me personally to make me dislike him, but something about him doesn't feel quite genuine and I don't really trust him

I'm honestly a little bit angry at him for a number of reasons XD

Speaking of Amalie and T, they came to my house today and we took another walk together! :D It's so nice seeing them again ╰(*'︶'*)╯♡

We went back to my place and literally just ate popcorn and talked lol, it was beautiful 👌

At some point we started talking about this app for tracking your period lol and we went into this deep discussion about all these things that all guys currently reading this will probably never want to hear about XD

In the app there were little articles about different girly topics and we kept discussing them, and we had the longest discussion about this:

-because Amalie kept trying to tell us that it's good for us to get that checked out but both T and I were freaking out 🤣

I DON'T EVER WANNA DO THAT ALSHALAKPAC

I DON'T EVEN WANT A GYNECOLOGIST LOOKING THERE, I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT SOME KIND OF MEDICAL INSTRUMENT SHOVED UP THERE TO GIVE THEM BETTER ACCESS TO FEEL AROUND-

AHHH I HATE THAT THOUGHT

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Ok I need to end this on a better note lmao

I made a gouache painting of two koi fish that I posted on Sunday, and I can't believe that someone actually wanted to buy it XD

It sounds like my first try at painting anything other than landscapes went pretty well lol

I never know how to price paintings though T_T I even told the lady that the painting was done on mixed media paper and not on a canvas, and she still wanted it

I'm still happy, even though I never know how to price paintings ╰(*'︶'*)╯♡

I'm also re-watching Ouran Highschool Host Club with my sister lol

It was kinda funny because when Haruhi was first told to be an errand boy for the host club, she said something about how horrible it was gonna be or how miserable she is, and my sister literally yelled "HOW, I WOULD LOVE TO BE SURROUNDED BY THEM" and I felt that on such a deep level 😂😂