I was looking for reference photos of Sylvain from Fire Emblem because his birthday is today and I was gonna draw him
But all these Byleth x Claude photos kept popping up and they're so wholesome I cAN'T
I love Claude so much ahh I can't wait until I'm finished with the Golden Deer house! XD
Also, I had a very infuriating experience yesterday... T_T
I always forget to reply to the emails on Mystic Messenger so I've gotten no guests at the party for Saeran's route THREE TIMES IN A ROW - meaning that I just get his normal ending
This was my fourth time trying to get his good ending
I was on the 10th day
And I managed to get the bad relationship ending
At least if it was a bad ending I would've gotten to see something exciting and I would've gotten a photo but come on, a bad relationship ending?! Now I need to go back to my last save file (on the 8th day) and do this for a FIFTH TIME
I'm about ready to give up lmfao
At least I actually replied to all the emails this time so IF I CAN ACTUALLY MAKE IT PAST DAY 10, I'll get the good ending :')
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I don't know why but this came up on recommended on youtube for me last night
I'm not particularly interested in watching Tifa "making them jiggle while making Cloud's cocktail", the fu-
Also am I crazy or does Cloud's arm look kinda off
Youtube kept tempting me last night:
(I love that Shrek 4D is coming up on recommended for me lmfao whY)
Stoooop that's too dangerous, romance destroys me 😩🤣
It's funny though because just a few years ago I hated romance and thought that I could only watch action
Now I can't imagine watching anything without a bit of romance lolol
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How in the world did I end up with 993 photos and 107 videos
You guys have no idea how terrified I am of suddenly running out of storage while I'm filming myself coloring for a yt video and have like 30 minutes worth of coloring never being recorded and having a huge gap in my speedpaint-
That's happened before T_T There's also been times where I just straight up forget to click on the button to start recording - that really makes me want to die :)
I'm proud of myself for actually doing voiceovers now though :> It gets easier with each video and it really makes my videos more personal; I'm more than just a hand then lol
Plus even I thought that my videos were excruciatingly boring without any talking, those videos were difficult to edit because it felt like the longest minutes of my life XD
I also feel more professional when I do voiceovers hehe, it makes me feel a step closer to becoming an art youtuber even though I'm an awkward bean who rambles, has a nervous laugh after every sentence, says "but, um, yeah" way too often and hates her own voice >w> I'll do it to make my videos more interesting and personal! XD
Also, the latest photo I took was this lol
I swear I have repressed all my memories of writing fanfiction because whAT EVEN IS THIS
That's gotta be from 2017 lmao
The worst part is that I can almost guarantee that I was giggling evilly to myself while writing that - like I did every time I snuck an innuendo into my one shots (which I did literally every single time even though I didn't always fully understand what I was talking about)
I actually have way more I wanted to write but this chapter got way too long so I had to split it up into two separate chapters, I'm sorry XDD