TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Carl is Alive!! XD

Ok I got it off my chest, I processed it, I'm moving on! XD

It's funny that My Hero Academia made me feel better when the episode I watched was not exactly a happy one lmao

Sooo now I'll be deleting those last two chapters 👌 Honestly they were written more out of fear than anger lmfao

I want this book to be something that makes me and you guys feel happy so me freaking out about a message is a big no-no :3 If I let her get in my head, she's won, and I can't let her do that >3> So it doesn't bother me anymore! XD

I've written some pretty horrible things about her in my last TART book, and the majority of it was written out of anger and a broken heart, so I feel really guilty about it (even though I meant everything I said)

I've been thinking a lot about it, and I actually sent her one last message. If she really is thinking that my friends and I hate her and she misses us, I don't want to fuel those feelings, and I don't want to have enemies. She feels like unfinished business to me, and I will never forgive myself for leaving it at that

So I wanted to write something about how I don't hate her for what happened between us. I really do wish happiness for her, I just want her to know that she won't find that happiness with me. I'm happy for the time we had together, but it's time that we both move on. Maybe if I clear the air, she'll be able to move on?

Hehe you guys should feel proud of me, I'm maturing lolol >w< I think my hatred for her has finally gone away. I'm finally thinking about this rationally, and not letting my emotions get the best of me :D

I know that she's had a tough life, and now it's probably tougher than ever, so I don't want her to think that my friends and I just gave up on her. We were doing more harm than good for her, and it hurt too much to watch her self destruct. It felt like she was dragging me down with her, and I knew I didn't have the power to save her

So I'm hoping that she's taking this as an opportunity to learn and grow. Because I really do want her to move on and be happy. I don't want to cause her or anybody else any pain ^^;

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It was at this moment Tsuyu became best girl