TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Already Sick lol

Grrr I forgot to add this in my last chapter XD

Why am I an idiot

I've been trying to find the right time to meet up with P so I can actually give him his commission

Since I don't really want to meet him in private lol, I asked if he could come to my school after it ends

I asked first thing in the morning and we decided to meet up yesterday

It took me nearly 3 hours to remember that I didn't even bring the commission 🤦‍♀️😂😂

Can you imagine if I had met up with him and he would be like "ahh where is it?" and I'm just like "where's what? OH" lmfao

I think my brain cells were still asleep lol

There was a second time I was a huge idiot yesterday

After 3 hours I realized that I commented on my post instead of replying to the comment 🤦‍♀️😂

I feel kinda weird posting that photo without drawing over the username and profile picture but all you have to do is go over to my ig account and you can see the comment so I guess it doesn't matter XD

BLESS THIS GUY'S HEART, he been commenting on every single post and they're always really long and kind and I'm so happy TwT

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Another thing I forgot to write about ahh

During lunch break, JT and B ran off so they could get some food and the classroom was empty except for me

And then Mark walks in and I immediately thought "NOOOO"

I don't have anything against him, I have something against being alone with someone XD And I haven't exactly practiced my social skills in months and I was not prepared for this

I'm sorry Mark OwO

I was honestly so grateful when Mal's friend walked in because I didn't feel like the conversation was weighing on me anymore, the two of them could talk while I do my own thing 😂

I CAN'T STAND BEING ALONE WITH A PERSON IM NOT COMFORTABLE WITH AHHH

I'm too awkward, any conversation we try to have is so awkward and then we get the awkward silence and if I try to fill in that silence, I only make it more awkward T_T

^ which is exactly why I avoid these kinds of situations like they're the plague lmfao

There was one thing that happened yesterday that was funny though lol

We have these beds in the back of the class (obviously they're not for using lmao) and every time someone walked in, they would jump or scream because we all were spooked by a huge dummy that was laying in bed XD

One of these terrifying things lol:

It was right behind me too so I jumped every time I turned around XD

But the funny part was when B walked over to it, pulled down the blanket and immediately screamed "IT'S A GIRL"

The horror on her face lmfao

I don't even want to explain what the dummy looked like 😂😂 Imagine everything disturbing about those health dummies and that's pretty much what this doll was

It was graphic to say the least 😂

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I was out of the house for one day and I've already caught a cold 🤦‍♀️😂

I woke up this morning with my nose soo stuffy, I could barely breathe XD And then I started sneezing and coughing and now my throat hurts so I already have three of the symptoms my teacher mentioned and I'm technically supposed to stay home XD

I would've gone to school today but I don't know how strict the teachers are when it comes to showing symptoms

It sounded pretty serious yesterday though so I don't wanna go there, sound sick as hell, and get everyone to stare at me and get in trouble for going lol

so I stayed home today XD

WHY CAN'T I JUST STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL WITHOUT FEELING GUILTY T_T I can't stop thinking that I should've gone anyway and that I'm not really sick enough to stay home ;;

And then I also feel really guilty because I was supposed to give P his commission today XD It's been finished for weeks but I keep asking if we can meet on a different day lmfao IM SORRYYY

At this point it just sounds like I'm avoiding him since we've had to reschedule three times already XD

Oh well lol, at least I got to relax and draw and play Animal Crossing all day lol

I've already spent 5 hours and 30 minutes on a drawing and I just finished the lineart, I haven't even started on the most time-consuming part 😅 This is definitely gonna be one of those 10+ hour long drawings lol

But it's so worth it because it's the two main characters from Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun!! XD I HAD TO, I love those two characters, I love the anime/manga, I love the art style, and I actually would've died if I didn't make a drawing with that beautiful color palette!!

I've already put so much work into it lol, I think I made three sketches until I was actually happy with it (and that took 3 - 4 hours .-.)

Wish me luck!! I'm gonna be really sad if it doesn't come out well because I'm putting my everything into this drawing and it means a lot to me!! XD

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Ok last thing

I forgot I even commented on this video a year ago lmfao

I guess 128 other people also thought of Shrek when listening to that song lol

My proudest moment on youtube is still when I commented on a pewdiepie video and got over 500 likes XDD Ahh I wish I could find it

And I wish I would actually get notifications when people reply to my comments :'))) Lately I haven't even been getting notifications when people comment on my own videos, so I don't see them until long after *depression noises*