If you actually saw the chapter I published last night, I apologize 😂😂
I was really nervous to go to my friend's party because Amalie and T were out of town so the person there I knew the most was R, but even she I had really only spoken to with Amalie or T around
But I pushed myself and went anyway! XD I think we were 6 or 7 people all together
I had no idea if anyone was actually gonna drink or not, so the girl who was throwing the party was the only one who really brought anything and it wasn't enough to get us drunk (well... not all of us 😂)
We all got about two or three shots out of the bottle and we were already out (it was 20% alcohol so it was really only wusses like me who actually felt it), so they started asking around if anyone had more because they were starting to regret not bringing any alcohol lmao
B was there and she was allowed to get the remaining vodka from her brother but there was really only 1/3 of it left XD We had to meet him downtown to get it
Walking downtown was so scary 😭😭 I was so paranoid that everyone could tell that I had been drinking, and I was already dizzy after my two shots and half a cider ;-;
On our way back to my friend's house, I was gonna jump into a conversation with R and someone else and I legit already slurred and we all started laughing because TWO SHOTS GUYS
So we got back and we had enough for about two shots each again
Four is my limit 😂
After my third shot, the girl next to me leaned in and said "four was your limit last time, right?" and I was like "shit you're right 😭😂"
And it was right after R was talking about how she had 13 shots last time plus lots of other drinks, and that 10 shots was gonna be her limit that night
And I was sitting there, almost a little drunk after 3 shots 😭😭😭 I probably would've had to go to the hospital if I had drank as much as R or Amalie did at the last party 😭😂
We never got our hands on any other alcohol though so the two smallest girls were the only ones who really got drunk (and ya girl was one of them XD)
Fuck my height, I get drunk off of nothing and BUYING JEANS IS LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE 😭😭 (Buying clothes in general is really difficult because everything in the woman's department is too big but I can't just walk over and start buying things from the kid's department!! 😭😭😭 This is the curse of being the height of an average 13 year old girl 😔)
It wasn't as bad this time though, I drank more last time so I wasn't as drunk XD It was the nasty beer that really pushed me over the edge last time, that's when my memory got the foggiest lmfao (and it was the only time I got super nauseous)
It's so embarrassing being one of the only ones drunk 😭😭😭 Especially since I'm only ever that talkative and giggly in front of them when I'm drunk T_T
I was seriously so giggly last night though, I was laughing at absolutely everything XD Mostly because I was well aware of how ridiculous I sounded and acted and that everyone was thinking the same thing XD
I hate the first stage of alcohol though lol, I always get so hot and dizzy and it brings me back to when I fainted in sex ed 😭 I don't really know anything about alcohol so I don't know if this is normal or not, but I kept losing feeling in my hands and that was kinda weird XD
I haven't noticed any huge bruises on my arms yet so I might be safe! XD I have no idea what I did last time but my arms were bruised up so bad lmao. And my throat isn't hurting nearly as bad as last time (I really fucked up my throat last time lmao)
