Nooooo I just remembered something I did while I was drunk 😭😭😂 (I'm sorry, I know I've spoken about this a lot, I'm just having some memories come back to me lmfao)
I told H how cute he and R are together and that I was a little bit jealous lol and he started saying that I'll find someone one day
But I stood there whining and going "noooo I'm not gonna find anyone" and he just grabbed my shoulders and looked in my eyes and told me that I'm gonna find someone and that he's gonna love everything about me, and I still just kinda stumbled around and whined "nooo" so he had to hug me 😂
I think that's when he told me a secret (=ﾟωﾟ)ﾉ
He was supposed to whisper it in my ear but I can almost guarantee that we were yelling about it to each other XD He just told me that he was gonna propose to R in Paris one day but I couldn't tell anyone and I promised I wouldn't
I walk away and literally the first thing I do is tell Amalie and T about what H told me 😂 I'm sorry H, I betrayed you XDD
If these two don't get married and have a goat together, I'm giving up on love 😤😂
He also came up to me at some point and asked if I could draw him and R together and that he was gonna ask me again when I'm sober, which was good because I had forgotten about it until he sent me a message two nights ago saying "now that you're probably sober" and asking me about the drawing again XD
That's so embarrassing though, I can't believe I whined about my love life to H 😭😂
I CANT BELIEVE I TOLD AMALIE'S BROTHER ALL THE DETAILS OF MY LOVE LIFE, WHICH WAS A SURPRISING AMOUNT CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT I PRETTY MUCH HAVE NO LOVE LIFE ALSICISPKQ
REGRET 😭😂
I've also legit never had a single conversation with him before, I didn't even know his name until that night, and now he knows everything about my love life 😭😭😭😂 And who knows what else I told him, because I honestly can't remember most of what I said towards the end of that night, I just remember that I wouldn't stop talking XD
I forgot to mention that I was sneaky at the party 😂
I had already been drinking but T and I were sobering up a little (at least we thought we were lol) and we didn't wanna sober up yet and that's when Amalie's brother showed up with beer
I remember there was several times I asked for a sip and they were like "ok but just a sip" and then I chugged as much as I could before it was taken away from me 😂
I still can't believe I'm that one bitch that feels the alcohol after like two or three shots 😭 In my defense tho, I did drink more, I just can't remember what or how much XD At least I wasn't the drunkest person there 😌 Second drunkest maybe, but not the drunkest! XD
I'm very impressed for my belly though for not throwing all the alcohol back up again :3 I wanted to throw up once beer got involved because it was just so nasty but I didn't! I have a stomach of steel, I only throw up when laughing while I'm drinking water apparently! XD
I'm sorry lmao, all these memories are coming back to me for some reason 😂
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I'm so happy! 😭😭😭
There's this one girl in town who used to go in T's class (I'm gonna call her Shay, I'm sorry for bombarding you guys with all these names lol), and she's an artist as well and I think she also struggles a lot mentally, at least with social anxiety and stuff
She had joined UKM this year and she also went on, so she contacted me before the lockdown and said that she wanted to get to know me since we would be going on with UKM together
