TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Failing Tests & Finding Music

So, um

I was gonna post my Venti drawing on Twitter, and-

Please tell me Genshin Impact hentai isn't a thing 😭😭😭😂

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Bruhhh

I fucked up lol

I just had my geography test and it was possible to get like 60-something points

There were a few of those check questions and then 3 writing questions, each worth 15 points

Guess who wasn't prepared for the writing questions and most likely just lost 45 out of 60-something points :)

I cant express my hatred for geography now lmao

I'm pretty sure I just got 10/60 points on my test :) I haven't done this badly on a test since 8th grade when I didn't give a fuck about school lol

This is what I get for waiting until the last moment to study lolol

Onto better news, my science report was perfect! XD My science teacher gave me a lot of praise and basically told me that it was perfect and there was nothing I could do to improve it 😌 Science is way more important than geography to me anyway =3=

I can't believe there's actually a class that I'm doing worse in than math lmaooo, I'm actually doing really well in math so far 😂

I'm just glad I don't have to stress about the geography test anymore lol. These last few weeks have been rough TwT I mentioned last week that I wasn't doing so well, and I ended up getting my period so I thought that was the reason why I was kinda down and even though that was probably still part of the reason, today I finally figured out what's really been bothering me! XD

It's been really annoying because like I've mentioned, I haven't been doing so well lol and I didn't really wanna explain anymore until I knew what was wrong, but I didn't know what was wrong, I just knew that something was wrong and something was eating me up from the inside ;-;

It was getting really bad and today was the breaking point lol. After a good cry I've finally come to the realization! XD

This time last year was really difficult for me. It was about this time last year that my walls came up and I withdrew into my own shell and just kinda isolated myself. I lost my best friend and I didn't feel like I had anyone anymore, I felt completely alone in this world - I've never felt so lonely, unimportant and unworthy in my life

My social anxiety has been a little worse lately and I've definitely been withdrawing from people, and I was so scared that history was repeating itself and I was gonna end up all alone again

T has missed a lot of school lately because of health reasons (if you're reading this, please don't feel guilty! Your health comes first 🥺❤️) and I haven't really gotten close to anyone else in my class so I've been alone at school