TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Simping

Hey hey heyyy (haikyuu reference, I regret nothing OvO)

I feel bad for complaining yesterday when it felt like everything went back to normal today XD

I met up with my friends for oatmeal before school and FINALLY all of us were together for that >w< T stayed throughout most of the day, and we all went to a cafe together after school

It's like my prayer was answered 😭🤣

So that was really nice :3 We also got new seats in class and I sit with the girl who actually talks to me!! And two of her friends who I have actually spoken to, so I'm finally with other people who I can talk to and who I trust at school! ;w;

During lunch, T and I actually sat with the other people at my table and we all talked together and it was really nice 😭💕💕 And then after T left, I just tagged along with the people at my table and sat next to them in math class and when we had to watch a movie in the auditorium :D

So school won't be as difficult without T now that I actually have other people to talk to 🥺💞

So yeah, I met up with my friends after school and we walked to the cafe together :3

It was so nice being with them again 😭🥰 Corona's getting pretty bad in Norway so we have new rules and restrictions, so we can't all hang out together at each other's houses but apparently we can go to cafes together?? Lmao

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Why do I hurt myself like this?

My brain was really mean last night, Mafuyu's song was stuck in my head and it hurts :'))))

This song will never not hurt like a bitch-

If you have no plans on watching this shower, I recommend watching this video ;w;

Given spoiler lol, the spoiler will be over when you see "—" :D

Everyone gangster until "madaaa"

WHEN HE SCREAMS ALSJALKL

What makes this song hurt so bad is that up until that point, Mafuyu hasn't expressed any emotions. He doesn't know how to express or feel anymore

Uenoyama heard him sing and was completely blown away by his voice so he invites him to his band and Mafuyu is tasked with writing the song for this performance they're gonna do

But Mafuyu can't express himself anymore so he isn't able to write any lyrics, and the day of the performance comes around and they still don't have any lyrics

But when he gets on that stage and the music starts, he's finally able to let all his feelings and thoughts out and it's the first time throughout the entire show he really shows any emotions

It's just a normal song until the second verse, and then we get to see his backstory and omfg-

You hear him say "are you willing to die for me then?!"

And then that heartbreaking scream 😭😭

It also breaks my heart when he says something like "I miss you so much"

And then we find out that every time he's been looking lost in thought and just gone throughout the show, he's been seeing him

My heart 😭😭😭 It's been months and this song STILL hurts

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To some more fandom things ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

First, some memes 👌

I simp so hard for Kuroo-

All I want in life is Oikawa with glasses

I came to the episodes where he's in normal clothes and glasses, and every time he was on screen I had an actual mini heart attack alsjalsjsl

I finished season 3 of Haikyuu and I cried :) Not because it was sad, but because it was just so powerful and it made me emotional because I fucking love it :'))))

This is a spoiler, beware :>

When Karasuno (the main volleyball team) actually won and got to go to nationals, omfgggg. Karasuno's been an awful team for years and the third years of the team had no hope for ever actually going on, but they did!! So when those three hugged and they were all crying, I cried with them 😭😭

And then when they were all standing in a line, and Daichi just held up the good luck charm that one girl gave him, I lost my shitttt

But seeing Daichi, Suga and Asahi hug and cry because it was their last chance to ever go to nationals and they got it - oh my godddd 😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💞

That was a lot of fandom stuff in one chapter lol

Anywhoo I hope you guys have a good day/night :D