I don't know why I get so nervous every time I get invited out T_T
My friends wanted to meet up today as well and the moment I saw that message, my soul left my body lmao
But I kept telling myself that I dreaded going the last two times as well and I ended up having a good time, so I forced myself to go and I'm so glad I did
We were 8 people altogether and we met up and just sat outside and talked about things like murder lol, and then we bought ice cream :D
Amalie and I tried this ice cream that was called "nude" so we kept making jokes about how we bought nudes and how we love nudes XD
We sounded like children 'cause we were all giggling like little girls while talking about how "we're enjoying nudes together", "it's too big" and "it's dripping"
Anywho we went over to the elementary school and hung out outside and just spoke until some of them had to use the bathroom lol
One of my friends lives right next to the school for 8th through 10th grade so we moved over there so they could use the bathroom XD
Then we played volleyball for quite a long time
What do you call it when you start with the ball lol? We call it "serve" but I don't know if that's the right English term lol
Anywho I'm pretty good at "serving" but only for the first two or three times because then my arm/hand hurts way too much >_< Otherwise I suck and I'm too scared of running into another person to actually hit the ball lol (and I'm absolutely terrified of destroying my hand/wrist, I can't live without the ability to move my right hand, I would actually just curl up and die)
At some point, one of my friends got a call from Mal's friend and asked where she was
So Mal and her friend came over to the school, not knowing that we were 7 other people (and that Amalie, T and I were there lmao) and they never even walked up to us, they just left again which I was so grateful for! XD Before they came, Amalie, T and I all felt unwell and I think Amalie could tell that I was nervous because she came up to me
She reminded me that there's 7 people there that all knew what Mal had done and that completely support me, and that seriously made me feel so much better TwT Thank you, Amalie ❤️
Mal and her friend drove past another time but I think it was just to try to torment us since they can tell how much better Amalie, T and I are doing now
Anywho, we played some more volleyball then decided to play soccer instead, which is good because I'm a little better at that lmao
But I keep kicking way too hard and end up kicking the ball out of the soccer field lmao
At some point one of my friends asked me if I had played soccer before, and I will take that compliment to my grave lmfao
^ I'm really not that good lmfao but I'm glad to hear that I'm not as bad as she thought I would be! XD
It was nice because one of my friends had a speaker so we played music and kept dancing and singing along lol (the best was when songs like YMCA or September came on XD)
It was a very fun night :> I'm so glad I went
I can't believe the other girls actually talk and joke with me, I was scared of feeling too much like an outsider ;w; <3
So now my legs are aching lmao but it's good pain! XD It's nice to actually be a little active lmao
I actually kinda enjoy sports, I just hate playing with/against strangers and I can't stand being a part of any team in my spare time lmao
