...I don't think I'll be drinking next time 😂✌️
Omfg I was an actual mess 😭😭
I guess I should've expected this but the pure Vikingfjord taSTES LIKE RUBBING ALCOHOL
IT TASTES JUST LIKE HOW MY MARKERS SMELL
IT WAS SO DISGUSTING
I seriously struggled so much taking those shots because they were just that disgusting, I immediately had to down soda to get the taste out of my mouth T_T
I honestly have no idea how much I drank, all I know is that I drank way too much XD
I had at least four or five shots, and then I mixed the alcohol with soda so there was probably around four shots in the two cups I had
Plus I had a cider XD
I think if I had just stuck with that, I would've been fine
Most of us were pretty drunk at this point and my friend (the one who was throwing the party) went to her basement and T followed her so I followed them
My friend started drinking from all the bottles her parents had in the basement, so of course I had a few sips as well... Of bottles with a 35% alcohol percentage :)
And I regret that so much :))))
A little after that, all the girls met up in my friend's room because she really wasn't doing really well
She's the girl who's stuck in a class together with Mal and JT, and she's obviously not having a good time there, and on top of that she's the one that my friends make fun of the most
It's all harmless and they do it out of love, but my friend is going through some things and she's really sensitive at the moment so we just talked together about how we need to help her and be there for her and cheer her up
I'm gonna try to give her one compliment every day! :D Even a simple "I like your shirt" or "you're so smart" can mean a lot to someone - it's so little but can mean so much
Anywho, I honestly don't remember much from that conversation because I started blacking out XD Why did I have to try the yucky 35% 😭😭😭
I was walking out of the room... and it turns out my stomach isn't invincible anyway...
I threw up :<
And then I threw up again when T was helping me up the stairs :<
And then she pulled me to the bathroom and I threw up a few more times :<
I also think I stepped on my own vomit on my way upstairs because T had taken off my sock XD
After I stopped throwing up, T helped me to the living room and at this point I could barely even move, I just rolled up in a ball on the couch while T texted my mom to pick me up lmao
T helped me get my shoes and jacket on and helped me walk to the car :>
I got home, I'm pretty sure my mom had to help me up the stairs, and then I sat on the couch with a plastic bag for the longest time XD
I honestly can't remember much from this point, I have no memory of getting dressed and washing off my makeup and stuff XD
I know that my mom brought me a banana at some point and a glass of water XD So when I went to my room and threw up some more, it smelled like vomit and bananas :)
I pretty much just threw up (in a bag inside a bucket, don't worry lol), asked my mom to change out the bag so i didn't have to smell the vomit all night, and passed out XD
I feel awful now, I don't wanna know how awful I would've felt if I hadn't thrown so much of it up last night >_<
I also feel like I've been beaten up lmao
I have absolutely no balance whatsoever when I'm drunk and I think I was just stumbling and falling and knocking into everything because my body is bruised up so bad right now XD
I had a huge bump on my leg so I'm limping around, my knees are blue so hurts to bend my legs in any way, I have 9 bruises on my arms, and apparently my ear was bleeding at some point during the night lol
I also lost an earring, so I'm wondering if I lost it in my bed and maybe it stabbed my ear in my sleep lolol
So yeah, I'm not in a very good shape atm and I don't think I'll be drinking for a very long time 😂
I knew I was gonna get too cocky after last time when I managed 12 shots :< Plus I jinxed it with my talk of "my stomach of steel"
At least now I have an excuse to not participate in PE tomorrow (we have the test run thing), I can barely move my legs right now XD
We were all girls last night expect for H, and he invited two of his friends a little later
I think they were very awkward and uncomfortable 😂 Apparently they thought we were really loud too, I guess girl parties are wilder than guy parties XD
I also had a very nice discussion about how great Three Days Grace is with H :> And at some point I was talking with R and it was so nice because we just kept talking about how we're so glad that the two of us and T are friends and how much we care about each other 🥺
So yeah, I now know my alcohol limits 😂
I'm definitely not gonna be drinking at the next party (or just very little), I need a break and I'd like to be sober at a party for once too XD Plus I think R is gonna take it easy now too because she's been to a lot of parties lately, so then we can be sober together :D Plus there's two other girls that never drink so I can hang with them XD
I hadn't thrown up in around 10 years before last night :)
Drink responsibly, kids XDDD
