It's been a while since some shit went down and I've cooled off so I can actually write about this and hopefully not get angry now XDD
A certain someone is getting on my nerves again (I'll start writing her name again after I'm actually finished with school and don't have to worry about her telling the teachers or my "friends" about it lmao, I can't stand anymore drama XD)
My anger towards her had died down because I really only pity her, but my anger and hatred came back today XD
I was sitting with Amalie, R and a few others during lunch break and that was obviously really nice because I love them lol. Class was starting so I walked back to my classroom, but I heard a certain someone's voice just before I reached the classroom
I heard that she was in there so I stopped for a second and just debated to walk away and wait until class actually started because I really didn't want to see her unless I had to, but I heard her say my name
She was in there talking about me with her friends
You know that laugh that girls have when they're saying ugly things about other people? That was the kind of laughter I heard
I didn't stand there long enough to catch what they were saying, but I heard my name several times and that ugly laughter
I just stood there thinking "is this bitch for real?" because just last fall, my friends and I got accused by the teachers for being bullies because apparently we said awful things about her behind her back and excluded her etc (which wasn't true in the slightest), and there she was doing that exact same fucking thing
I wanted to walk in there and just tell her "say that to my face, fucker" but then I heard JT and B come up behind me so I decided to just follow them lol
At some point, I did hear something like "omg did you see what Kaitlin did when you sat down by the table? *ugly laughter*"
Some context lol: earlier that day we had class outside by these tables and four of us were sitting at one of the tables, and Mal suddenly sat down with us
I had my hand covering the left side of my face and Mal happened to be sitting to my left, but what she doesn't know was that the sun was blasting me in the face and I was getting blinded
THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND HER
EVERYTHING I DO ISN'T AUTOMATICALLY OUT OF HATRED FOR HER
I kept facing and looking at my right because
1) I was getting fucking blinded
2) some people were playing volleyball and it was fun to watch them
3) there was some nice scenery and I liked watching the planes take off 😂
The fact that I got to turn away from her was just a bonus lmao
But yeah, after I heard that, my anger skyrocketed and my blood was boiling for the rest of the day
It got a little better when my class was allowed to watch some people play volleyball outside, and suddenly Amalie and R showed up and took me away from my awful class and I got to be with them :D
My class was allowed to leave a little earlier and as I was walking away, I heard "bye Kaitlin" being yelled and I turned around to see Amalie and R waving at me in front of everyone XDD That was nice lol
But then something else happened that made my blood boil even more
I was walking with JT and B out of school and you-know-who suddenly ran up and started talking with JT and B
Obviously I thought "fuck this shit" because I just wanted to go home and they always walk painfully slow when they talk and I didn't want to hear a certain person's voice anymore so I walked past them
