WHY AM I SO BAD AT MANAGING TIME SUDDENLY-
I had a nosebleed this morning and came two minutes too late for class ;;;; And it was so embarrassing because we have two different kinds of math (one's a little more difficult than the other), and I didn't know which classroom my math class was in
So I ended up just having to walk into one and everyone looked over at me and I didn't even know if I was in the right classroom but the teacher just told me to grab a seat so I did
Luckily it was the right classroom lololol
It would've been so embarrassing if I had walked into the other one XD
But yeah, now that I'm getting into the classes and getting to know the teachers, it doesn't feel as overwhelming anymore and I'm feeling confident about my choice
My teachers are very nice and I love my contact teacher because she was super understanding about my anxiety and stuff, which is good because I thought it was gonna be so awkward since she's bought two commissions from me earlier and she's the mom of a friend of my sister
It was kinda funny because there's two different contact teachers for my class, and she told me that if I didn't want her as my contact teacher, I could get the other one
Then she said "you probably know her, she's the stepmom for someone who you went to class with before"
So I asked who
And it was the guy who was my crush for many years, who was my first boyfriend and kiss back in 8th grade, and who asked me out on a date over the summer
So when she asked "do you want to switch contact teachers?" I just immediately went "no no no, it's fine" XD
So yeah lol, I'm very glad that I didn't get her as my contact teacher 😂 Though I still have her in social studies >_< That's a little awkward lol but hopefully she doesn't know of me XD
I also love my english teacher, he's so chill and funny
But when I loved him most was when he said "I was really gonna go through some English stuff with you guys today but it's too hot in here, you guys can end the day now" twenty minutes earlier than the class really ended XDD
This is the first time I've had a classroom that's unbelievably hot, I seriously couldn't even think straight in there XD It'll probably still be cold as fuck by the winter-
T and I sat with the rest of the gang for lunch and it was kinda funny because one of the girls was so happy to see me (the rest of them either already knew that I came back or had seen me in the halls) XD I can't remember if I wrote this yesterday or not, but when I was talking with Amalie, she said that that girl had said something like "it's not gonna be the same without Kaitlin and Amalie here" and Amalie had pointed it out to me because she also mentioned me
It's nice to know that she likes me ;w; She was like "ahh I'm so happy you're still here!!" and that made me so happy 🥺🥺💕💕
Me, Amalie, T, R and another friend met up together after school today and went to a cafe together >w< We all ordered toast and a frappe lol (except for the one friend lol)
I don't know if this is a Scandinavian thing or if you guys actually call it toast too, but I don't mean just toasted bread with butter lmao, I mean a sandwich with toasted bread because for some reason it's called toast over here XD I don't know why I'm bothering with explaining this-
So it was nice to hang out with them again ╰(*'︶'*)╯♡ At some point they were talking about our friend group and how we're a part of the inner circle and I thought I was gonna cry from happiness because I've wanted that so badly for so long
I'm a part of the inner circle 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️
I mentioned at some point how I don't really deserve that spot because I don't feel like I really contribute much since I don't talk much, but the others told me that they think that I'm really nice and talkative and that made me really happy because I always feel like such a waste of space when I'm with them but don't talk ;-; Though I have gotten MUCH better, I can actually talk with them now XD
So yeah, I'm really glad I stayed in town, and I really do believe that it was the best choice. I probably would've had a good time in the city too, but I just wasn't willing to truly give it a chance yet
Also, we already found someone else to take over the dorm, so we won't have to worry about paying for the dorm for the rest of the year lol, I'm surprised we found someone so quick XD
I just can't wait until we actually start doing things in class lmao, I wanna start studying already XD I really enjoy taking notes and stuff lol
Ok here's your daily meme <3
Or when I draw cute, innocent anime girls while listening to "Monster" by Skillet or "Animal I Have Become" by Three Days Grace lmfao-
Ok I hope you guys have a good day/night :> I know I say this every time but I gotta make sure you guys hear it at least once a day in case no one else has said it to you =3= 🥺💕