I'm thinking rationally again and now I feel silly for making such a big deal of things last night >3>
I think I've mentioned this before but my mind is such a mess and whenever anything is bothering me, my thoughts get all jumbled up and I can't think straight
But writing sort of brings me clarity and it makes my thoughts more coherent so that's why I like writing about whatever's on my mind here XD I know a lot of people vent through art, but I don't really like to do that because drawing is something that's supposed to make me happy and venting through art doesn't exactly make me happy lmao
Plus I'm trying to keep my art accounts somewhat professional so I try to keep my personal life out of it XD I want my art to make other people happy and I want it to make me feel happy, plus I don't usually feel like drawing when something is bothering me
But I'm ok now! I'm gonna blame my emotional outburst on my period! XDD I felt so awful when I woke up today lmao, my head was pounding and I had cramps TwT I felt better after playing some Animal Crossing lol
My sister even read a poem that she wrote last night and I legit started crying from it 😂
In my defense though, my sister has a very dark but beautiful mind! XD But now I'm scared to watch or read anything for a few days because everything is gonna make me cry lmao
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My sister has been re-watching Attack on Titan on the TV in the living room and I'm once again reminded of how good it is
Literally everything about it is good
But now I'm mad after seeing how good the art used to be 😭😭
What a downgrade
IM SO ANGRY ABOUT THIS
Everything on the left is pure beauty and then everything on the right looks wonky and weird :((((( HOW DARE THEY
The worst part is that people seem to like the changes, I guess because it resembles the manga more or something
THE ART WAS THE ENTIRE REASON WHY I DIDN'T READ THE MANGA 😭😭
Eren went from this: