My dad just killed a spider in my room and he said "I heard it crunch" and my heart dropped to my stomach and I won't be getting much sleep tonight, I hate spiders 😞
After he killed it, he turned to me and said "do you want to see it" and a "that's not funny" has never come faster out of my mouth-
HOW DO I GET RID OF THIS FEELING ALDJALSKLA I JUST WANNA CRY AND HIDE AND NEVER SEE A SPIDER EVER AGAIN 😭😭😭😭
Anywho lol, I know I said this in my last chapter but merry Christmas! ^-^
We had a nice Christmas breakfast, and then I spent most of the day playing Hyrule Warriors lmao (I got it for Christmas), I'm so glad to finally see the backstory behind Breath of the Wild :D
Athena also got a doggy bed! :DDD She had one when she was a puppy but she's too big for it lmao so the cats use it 😂 But now she has one that she actually fits in and it's SO SOFT!! Like, I wanna sleep in it 😂
She really likes it and she's been sleeping it in and it's so cute 🥺🥺💕💕💕
Otherwise I've been working on finishing The Stand. Everything at this point fucking hurts and I just wanna finish it quick and end all this pain 😞😞😞
I TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I SAID
IF YOU VALUE YOUR HAPPINESS, DON'T FUCKING READ THE STAND
The Stand spoilers incoming :)
My chest hurts
Have you ever been so sad that you can physically feel it? That's me right now :(
Remember my favorite character Nick? And how he died? :) And how he was really close with Tom, the guy with the intellectual disability who was sent to the West (the bad side) to act as a spy?
After Nick and Tom, Stu became my favorite character and he was sort of the main character throughout the story. He, Larry (another main character) and two other characters (Ralph and Glen) were sent to the West to finish Randall Flagg off once and for once
They were basically sent to die, they knew that, but they were hoping that they could take Randall Flagg down with them
On their journey to the west, Stu broke his leg and couldn't go on anymore. He was stuck in a ditch or something, his leg completely fucked, without food or water, and winter is coming. The three others didn't want to but they had to leave him to finish their quest
The chapter ended with "that was the last time they saw Stu"
And I did everything in my power to hold back my tears, thinking that they meant that Stu would die there
But then a thought popped into my head and I understood
It was the three others that were heading towards their deaths
I understood because Glen is the guy who the dog (Kojak) got attached to and he had been following them on their way to the west, and the dog was suddenly gone. That's when I understood that Kojak was gonna save Stu
GLEN WAS SO CLOSE WITH STU, HE WAS LIKE HIS FATHER FIGURE AND KNOW GLEN IS DEAD AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO MOVE ONNNN
He was witty and fearless to the end 😞 He was one of my favorite characters...
AND NOW KOJAK WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN AND MY HEART IS BROKEN
And then a disaster struck and the entirety of Las Vegas (where Randall Flagg and the "bad" people were held up) was wiped out, along with Larry and Ralph :( And it hurt because up until their last moments, they kept saying "I won't fear no evil"
