TART The Sequel (TART 4)

Obsessions...

I've had a headache for the past three or so days 😔✌️

I haven't been sleeping well either so I wonder if I'm subconsciously worrying or stressing about something XD Every now and then I would just suddenly get really anxious and I don't know why, so that's a little annoying, but hopefully it'll pass soon lol

I didn't really do much today, I really wasn't feeling well at all so I pretty much just played Animal Crossing, read IT and then went straight to my room to lay down for a while because my head was pounding T_T I did the voiceover and finished editing my youtube video, and I drew a little bit so I guess I was a little productive but it felt like I was just really lazy today XD

This was probably my favorite voiceover though because I freak out over a spider, and add two bloopers where I get so frustrated by my stuttering that I just muttered "oh my fucking god" and "I wanna fucking die" 😂😂

When i went to my room to rest, I was watching youtube videos about conspiracy theories and serial killers and stuff lmao, and then videos about people surviving school shootings popped up on recommended and I couldn't help myself >_> That was a big mistake lol

The mom of one of the survivors was talking about how her daughter had called her to tell her that she loves her and all that and the mom could hear the shooter in the classroom with her daughter, and all she was thinking was that the last words she hears from her daughter might be her begging for her life

That did something to me 😭😂 I was holding back tears so bad, and then there was a girl who had to hide under one of her dead classmates and play dead, another one was talking about her best friend that had died and aldjalkaldjck

I might've cried and made my headache 10x worse 😂

Buuut some good news is that I convinced my mom and sister to watch a few episodes of Sonic X with me :DD It's kinda funny because I'm the only one actually enjoying it because it's not really that good but it was my childhood so I don't care how good it is, I'm still gonna love it 🤣 And of course I sang along to the opening lolol

The best part was when Chris did something stupid to Dr Eggman and I said "what's the plan?? The fuck?!" but it sounded like I said "what's the plan?? To fuck?!" and I started laughing so hard and I can't get that image out of my head XD

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You ever look at a character and think "you look like my next obsession"? :)

Hannah showed me an edit of Zack from Final Fantasy 7 and that was what was going through my head-

DO ALL SQUARE ENIX CHARACTERS HAVE TO BE SO GORGEOUS?! XD

Aerith: but whatever happens... you can't fall in love with me

Me: TOO FUCKING LATE ALSJALQKNDCL

I HAVENT EVEN PLAYED THE GAME AND IM ALREADY WILLING TO DIE FOR HER-

You can't just look at Aerith and not immediately fall in love, tf

JUST LOOK AT HER, WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO