I've been trying to write since Friday but I just can't bring myself to for some reason XD
Starting with Friday, I've been having a lot of headaches these past few weeks and I had another really bad one so I ended up staying home from school
It's reached the point where I'm debating to get it checked out lmao. I've been plagued by headaches through the majority of my life but it's been really persistent and painful lately, which is really annoying when I'm at school and trying to do my schoolwork :( It gets so bad that my vision gets blurry so I end up straining my eyes, my headache gets even worse, and then I just can't concentrate on anything and I get so tired that I just wanna lie down T_T
So yeah, either my headaches are making my eyesight fail, or I'm straining my eyes and that's causing my headaches :) Ngl there was a long period I completely forgot I had glasses lol and I never use them at school, but it's reached the point where I think I'm gonna have to swallow my pride and start using my glasses at school because I'm sick of straining my eyes to the point where everything is blurry and I can't read anymore 😭
Back to Friday, T and I both asked the librarian at school if she could order the second Hunger Games book for us, and they arrived on Friday
So T literally drove over to my house to drop it off to me 🥺🥺🥺 I told her that she didn't have to but she insisted because she wanted me to have it for the weekend 😭😭❤️❤️
And I really tried to control myself this time, but... I already finished the book and I've started on the final book lololol
I TRIED SO HARD BUT I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO SELF CONTROL
AND NOW I SPEND EVERY WAKING MINUTE THINKING ABOUT THE HUNGER GAMES ALSJALXLAO
I have a disease
I don't know how to stop my unhealthy obsession XD I'm gonna finally watch the movies once I finish the books, but I'm kinda scared because I already know that the characters aren't nearly as gorgeous as they are in my head lmao, and I just don't know how good The Hunger Games will be without hearing Katniss' thoughts :/
Katniss tends to keep a lot to herself and she's pretty much always listened to by the Capitol so she rarely ever gets to express herself (especially to Peeta) so her thoughts are crucial
So yeah, I don't have very high hopes but imma try it out anyway XD Also, after reading the second book, I realized that I have actually seen the second movie because I remember the ending lol. But I literally could not remember anything else - just the clock thing and the ending XD
I sat at T's desk on Monday and she sits with another girl and a guy who are pretty cool, and the guy overheard us talking about my love for Peeta so he literally went "oh the guy who dies?"
I was silent for a moment before freaking out and then he started laughing and saying that he's never seen the movies or read the books, he was just messing with me :((
Bruh my heart literally sank to my stomach and shattered into pieces, I was so sad and I was already grieving and wondering how I would ever move on 😭😭
— this part contains Catching Fire spoilers, skip until the end if you don't want spoilers —
I fucking love Peeta
I mean, I already loved him, but I love him even more now XD
First of all, when they all found out about the Quarter Quells and how Katniss and either Peeta or Haymitch would be going back to the arena, Katniss' reaction was to run away and cry and scream in peace - and then get drunk with Haymitch
