TART The Sequel (TART 4)

I Finished The Hunger Games and it Hurts :)

This chapter is gonna be such an emotional rollercoaster lol

First of all, my friends and I hung out on Thursday to color two of my friends' hair, and then we finally had another girl's night yesterday which was really nice :D

Otherwise, I've spent this weekend binge reading The Hunger Games, which is what I'm gonna talk about now :))

I'll warn you guys before I start talking about spoilers tho so don't worry ^^

I cried a little bit a few times to the last book, but it fucking broke me today - and I mean BROKE me

I can't remember the last time I've cried so hard, it was kinda scary 😂 I tried so bad to hold back my sobbing and I was nearly choking on my own tears until I just couldn't take it anymore and I just had to audibly sob lmao

I cried so hard that I felt like I was gonna faint for a while, and then I got so nauseous I was certain I was gonna vomit

I literally cried until I couldn't cry anymore XD Normally I just can't stop crying and end up crying for like 30 minutes or and hour lmao but at least this time it seemed to hit me so hard all at once, so I just cried EXTREMELY hard for a few minutes and I physically couldn't cry anymore lol

I legitimately thought I was gonna vomit-

I haven't had an appetite since then lmao

I finished the book in the evening and both Hannah and my mom had already agreed to watching the first movie together with me tonight, so we started watching pretty much right after I had stopped crying

Which was pretty scary because I thought that everything was gonna make me sad and just cry more, but I actually feel better after watching it XD Peeta is so precious oh my god 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕

Even though the movie is over two hours long, it still felt like things went by way too fast >_< Like, we barely got any time with Rue or Cinna or any Peeta x Katniss action?? And they completely skipped the part where Katniss nearly dies of dehydration?? XD

But what bothered me the most, was how they couldn't incorporate this into the movie somehow, because this is definitely the page that impacted me the most (seriously, please read the entire page)

And I love it for two reasons! The first is because of the first paragraph, where Katniss FINALLY shows that she actually cares about Peeta

The second reason is because of the last paragraph, where Katniss says that it's the first kiss that makes her want another. It's way more obvious in the books than in the movie that Katniss is just doing whatever to keep her and Peeta alive and how her actions towards him is really just a play, so reading that there was a kiss that actually meant something to her made me beyond happy 😭😭