— written Tuesday June 29th —
There's a lot of drama to unfold but imma write this in chronological order XD
Starting with last Monday, T and I met up with four of our friends from school since one is moving away this summer and another one applied for another school and might move away
We met up at a cafe and I bought an Oreo milkshake and we just sat outside and talked and it was nice :D Then me and my other friends had a girl's night at Amalie's place and Amalie cut my hair 👌
My hair reached my butt and I've been complaining over it for MONTHS now so it was about time XD Im relieved to have shorter hair but I kinda miss my lighter tips lol
Jumping to last Tuesday, my friends and I met up to just drive around and we bought some snacks, drove up to different locations and just sat there, listened to music and ate snacks :D
And then to Friday, when all the drama happened... XD
A few of my friends met up to just drive around again, but I decided not to because I was watching High School Musical with my mom and sister lmao
My sister's been going through some stuff and I think she feels lonely a lot, so I feel really bad when I hang out with my friends too much
Plus I feel really bad for my parents that have to drive me everywhere :( I live on the outskirts of town and the majority of the road into town is nothing but highway surrounded by forest so my parents would never let me walk either, so then my parents have to stay up late to pick me up and I feel so guilty, especially for my mom who gets tired at like 8 o'clock 😭
My friends suddenly decided to have a party Friday night, and I didn't want to miss out so I managed to convince my mom to drive me and pick me up
So I went to the party already feeling extremely guilty, and I had a really bad feeling about that night but I thought I was just feeling that because I was guilty - I should've listened to my intuition :)
I arrived some time after 10 p.m. and I had to be home by 12 so I didn't have a lot of time, so I pretty much started taking shots the moment I arrived
And it was fun for probably around an hour, until I looked up and saw two unwanted guests
A certain ex-friend and B (a girl from my class last year who I'm also not a big fan of) were standing in front of me
The host of the party (let's call her A for the sake of this story) was friends with B and had to sort of play pretend friends with you-know-who since they were in the same class all year, plus A tends to be a bit of a people pleaser and can't say no, so at first I was a little upset at her, thinking that she had invited them or at least let them in
But then I saw A come back inside after those two, and she looked absolutely miserable so I could tell that she didn't want them there
I could barely hear over the music so I leaned into T to ask what was going on, and then I suddenly heard you-know-who say "speak a little louder" and I knew she was talking to me and T, and we just ignored her and I heard her say "I know you can hear me"
I just had to laugh to myself because you must be pretty narcissistic to believe that the world revolves around you and that every conversation is about you
A little later Amalie went to the bathroom so T and I followed out into the hallway so we could actually hear each other since we were still trying to figure out what was going on (and we just needed to get away for a moment)
And then you-know-who fucking walks up to us, grabs both of us and with the most disgusting, smuggest smirk, says "let's dance" and tries to pull us in to dance
