(This first part was written last night >_<)
Well
Reading Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun was a mistake
I don't know if my heart can take any more... TwT
First of all I was really mad because I started reading from chapter 22 (I think) because that's about where the anime ended, but once I came to chapter 30-something, the events of one of the last episodes in the anime happened
But between chapter 22 and that chapter were events that wasn't in the anime
AND THESE WERE INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT MOMENTS
ONCE YOU KNEW THESE THINGS, THE EVENTS OF THAT ONE EPISODE FEEL COMPLETELY DIFFERENT
I'm so angry about this =3= I would've loved to see the anime adaptation of that part in between too... T_T
Anywho I'm on chapter 39 and my heart is fucking dying (update from future Kate: I finished all 65 chapters and I wanna die)
It's not sad, I'm just so touched 😭😭😭😭
It doesn't help that it's midnight and my eyes are tired, but these last few chapters have been kinda weird because they're way smaller than usual but I can't zoom in because it gets blurry, so I had to get up close to my laptop to be able to read and I've been staring at it so intently for the past hour or so, using all my strength to be able to actually read the text TwT
My eyes and head hurts now >3> IS THIS MY PUNISHMENT FOR HATING CARROTS?! 😭😭
You guys have no idea how many times I was told to eat my carrots because otherwise "I'll need glasses" but IT'S SO NASTYYY
They're only good raw =3= Aaand I'm digressing againnn
I used to never cry but now I seem to cry about everything 😂
Sad? Cry. Angry? Cry. Happy? Cry. Frustrated? Cry.
But it's funny because nothing makes me feel like stories do XD Like, if something is bothering me irl then it takes quite a bit before I actually cry about it, but when I'm reading a book or something, I'm pretty much always crying because I FEEL EVERYTHINGGG
Nothing makes me feel more alive then getting my heart broken over a book/anime/manga~ =w=
THIS MANGA IS SERIOUSLY AMAZING THOUGH
IVE CRIED, IVE SQUEALED, I STRAIGHT UP LAUGHED AT SOME POINT (the scene where Hanako is messing with Nene's hair in the middle of class lol) AND THAT'S EXTREMELY RARE FOR ME WHEN IT COMES TO ANIME AND MANGA
I was reading some things that will definitely keep me up tonight (in a good way lol) and I legit covered my mouth and squealed into it while my heart was dancing because IM SO HAPPYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Honestly there should be a hidden camera on me whenever I'm reading because I either look like I've lost 3 children and a dog in a fire or like I won a billion dollars and Levi Ackerman proposed to me
And no, those were not exaggerations lmfao
YOU GUYS SHOULD'VE SEEN ME AFTER I FINISHED BOOK 6 AND 7 OF MICHAEL VEY, it looked like I had witnessed a family of dogs get brutally murdered and then fed to my children before being forced to murder them with my own bare hands and watch them take their last breath-
Holy fuck I'm so sorry for that image
I swear, one day I'll write a book or create a manga/comic so I can get all my twisted, disturbed, lowkey psychotic fascinations and fantasies on paper and fuck with people's minds and hopefully leave some deep psychological scars╰(*'︶'*)╯♡
