Kaiyō's 𝐗 Current ~ HXH Fanfic

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 11

Gon pov

I was exhausted when I woke up the next morning. I mean it was obvious as to why.. I swam around for way too long yesterday running away from my aunt. Also I just had an emotional roller coaster. But what made it all better was Killua. I smiled at the thought of him and stretched. I currently was taking shelter in a small cave that was a few miles away from the reef. I wanted my distance for now.. but was closer to the drop off so I could meet Kurapika earlier today.

I eventually decided to get up and I ate a few fish that I had stored in my satchel. They weren't the best fish but it's what I could find. My eyes were dull and bags were under them as well. I was just a whole mess.

But I pushed away the bad thoughts and swam out of the cave. I could see the drop off in the distance already, that's how close it was. And I could barely make out Kurapika sitting there waiting. I should go to him now, I didn't want him to wait for much longer.

I swam over rather slowly and when I did arrive Kurapika turned to smile at me. But he froze when he saw my horrible state.

"Wait gon you seem off.. what's going on? Those humans better not of hurt you.." Kurapika said and I sighed.

I didn't have a lot of enthusiasm today sadly. So I just stuck with being pretty neutral.

"Last night my aunt offended me with some stuff that she said.. she freaked out over a small thing.. and I'm just exhausted Kurapika.. let's just go get to the beach already.." I say with the slight anger form yesterday still hinting there.

Kurapika sighed and nodded.

We both swam towards the beach after making sure we were ready. While on the way I tried to snap myself out of the mood I was in. I needed to have Kurapika meet my friends..

"Hey gon.. I don't think today is the best day for meeting-."

"I'm still meeting them today.." I say with a surprisingly menacing tone of voice.

Kurapika even backed up a bit with some shivers. But I didn't care. I was just so out of it.

"If you don't want to.. then stay here, I don't care." I say darkly.

My eyes were still dull and Kurapika was taken aback. He gulped and sighed.

"G-gon I'll meet them another day.. you seem to need some time alone with them.. you're not doing well." Kurapika said and he swam away without another word.

I hated to have hurt him like that. But I just couldn't grasp my mind to snap out of it. I was just still so angry from yesterday. Honestly I was more sad than angry yesterday. But now my anger was truly coming out.

After what felt like hours I finally reached the bay. I surfaced to see if Killua and Leorio were waiting. And in fact they were. They seemed to be very cheerful. I didn't want to ruin the mood, so I tried to put on a fake smile. But it obviously sucked I think.

"Oh hey gon you made it!! I heard about the stuff that happened last night and I'm very sorry.. are things better today?" Leorio asked and Killua grinned over to me.

But my best friend lost his smile when he saw my very fake grin.

"I-I'm better now! Um- ya." I say and tried to keep the momentum in my soul.

Killua though spoke up.

"Gon what's wrong? Why are your eyes so dull? You have serious eye bags too.. what's really going on?" Killua asked and he frowned.

For some reason my brain just felt like turning everyone away. So I just didn't say anything and looked off to the side. I really hoped he wouldn't catch it but Killua was way too smart for my tricks.