Kaiyō's 𝐗 Current ~ HXH Fanfic

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Gon pov

I awoke, feeling that my uncontrollable anger had subsided. When my eyes opened, I was surprised to see I wasn't in Ging's pool anymore... I was in a bath tub? It was big enough to contain me and my tail, so it wasn't cramped. But I still couldn't swim around much. I also noticed there were pictures on the wall of family portraits and... me and Killua? Where am I?

I gulped when I felt my stomach rumble, and I gagged from the surge of pain that went through me. I was starving.. my ribs were beginning to show, and my brain hurt badly. I was just so lost..

"G-gon? Are you ok? You passed out earlier..."

I froze and turned to see Killua sitting next to the bathtub. He was very worried. I didn't want him to worry...

"Oh hey Killuba... I-I'm fine..." I say while shivers went down my spine.

While trying to keep myself contained, I noticed the bandages all over Killua's arm. I hurt him... tears now welled up in my eyes, but I kept them back.

"Sorry if I startled you before... but I realized that I couldn't keep leaving you.. I want to be by your side throughout all of this. So I brought you here to Leorio's, since this is where I'm staying.. and Leorio just went out to get food for you. I want to help you buddy..." Killua said sadly and he held my hand gently now.

I frowned and my tears finally spilled.

"Killuba I need you... being parted from you made me feel empty!" I sobbed and hugged him tightly.

It was difficult from within the bathtub, but I still managed to wrap my arms around him. Killua also hugged me and rubbed my back.

"It's ok buddy I'm here... I will never leave you like that again. Especially after such a horrible loss.... I love you Gon, I want you to know that.." Killua told me, causing me to cry more.

"I-I love you too!! Me and Kite never should have gone near the drop off! It's all my fault that he's dead!! I-I could have saved him, but I'm too weak! I just want to see him again.. I want to save him from those horrible monsters! It's all my fault! I don't deserve to live after what happened!! I'm such a failure!" I suddenly sobbed out.

That made Killua gasp and he had me face him eye to eye.

"Gon don't say such things! It is not your fault... it's the fault of that awful creature. You did nothing to make that happen! Don't tell me that your weak... because that's Bull crap. Gon... if you were to die, you would leave so many people sad. Including me... I can't live without you..." Killua said and tears were going down his face.

I frowned and felt my body begin to shake.

"I just feel so weak... I feel so alone..." I stuttered out in a quiet voice.

Killua suddenly took off his shirt and got into the bathtub with me. There was a little room left, and he had me curl up against his chest.

"Gon listen to me... you are not weak. That spell you did... that made you go over your limits- that's the most powerful magic I've ever seen. It means so much to me that you did that to show so much love.. but I don't want you getting hurt ok? Also, don't think you are alone.... look..." Killua paused and used his hand to lift my chin, making me look up at him, "I'm right here.... see?" He said with a small grin to cheer me up.

I smiled a little too and hugged him yet again.

"I love you Killuba..." I say yet again and felt him chuckle a little.

"Aw I love you too buddy... your my little guppy.." he said to me and pet my hair gently.

It made me giggle and I felt so happy to be back with him. I never thought I'd feel this happy again after Kite's death but... I can't forget about the other great people in my life who make me smile.